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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

MEMORIES ♥


DARLINKS ♥

CHATTERBOX ♥








Thursday, July 31, 2008
woots!speechcom was here again!hahax...i screwed up my presentation...again...ever since de 2nd presentation, my prob of being nervous didnt realli improve at all...den we r to present on a newspaper article...ytd at 3 plus den i decided to use de 国际法院判白礁主权归我国...den ish dis morning in de mrt den i started to sort of plan wad to say...& how to apply de F.R.I.E.N.D ...

we muz 抽签看你是第几位做呈现...my 1st pick was no. 7 ...ok..i admit i cheated...hehes...i go change...den even worse, pick till no. 2...nvm...go pick again den ish no.22 de last person... -.- ...den in end, rather pissed off, i go bck de table there find de no.7 paper...pretend nth happen & rite my name beside de no. 7...hahax...

2dae i give danny cher face...no la...ish i myself 爱美 la...hahax..last lesson ma..go doll up myself abit...wear contacts...wakaka...i dun realli noe how to doll up la..so i can oni say i tried my best le...jennifer still ask mi 画烟熏妆...den i dun wan..ltr lyk ghost scare cher away...hehes..surprisely 2dae i didnt feel cold at all...den my frens were saying cher de 热情 or wad 暖化 mi...lolz...

pearlyn kept on say cher ish my lifelong happiness...den i reply wif same old ans "he's not my cup of tea"...but pearlyn rather fast say "he's not ur cup of tea but he's ur cup of coffee"...diao...zzzzz...i nth to say...hehes...

almost everytime b4 de presentation i will tell a joke or sumthing to liven up de tense atmosphere...but 2dae my lame & cold till cant cold anymore de joke was not as successful becoz i stumble...& i 4got to ask de class to bear wif mi coz my description of de article will be veri dry & lengthy...when i panic, i will use alot of eng words & suddenly lost de ability to translate...lolz...i almost de whole presentation read from article & didnt maintain eye contact sia...realli screwed dis presentation le...even worse den de last time...

i oni look at danny cher one time which ish oso see he aum chio tat time...my aim to tell lame jokes was to make cher laugh too...coz 在打分的时候 he's alwae veri serious...den i see him so stern will panic more...my frens say my 眼神很 drift...lolz...seriously i oni look at cher one time nia...den elishe told mi tat cher got 深情地看着我,den got lick his lips as if 拍食物广告...oh ok...i didnt noe tat...

we got a short break...so pearlyn, chloe & mi went to de toilet...den they were making fun of mi wif danny cher on de way towards de toilet door to go bck class...when i opened de door, i stoned there...cher juz walked past to go to de guys toilet...die liao le..he confirm got hear wad chloe say de...summore chloe say quite loudly...gosh...

den de 2 qian bian guys namely fangjie & junkang juz came out of de guys toilet...they even offer to help mi call cher out...pearlyn ask mi go in find danny cher sia (pushing mi towards de guys toilet direction)...hello?! tats de guys toilet leh...fangjie still say wad i shld open de toilet door earlier ma den accidentally bang into cher, 刚好撞进他的怀抱... -.- ...u drama watch too much liao la...

cher 2dae used a special way to let us noe how ish our presentation...he asked everyone to rite their hp no. on de board...at 1st i tot wah so gd ar...he's gonna sms everyone abt their performance den i can save his msg...but in de end, ish when one person ish presenting, de other 21 ppl muz sms to de presenter wad was done well & where to improve...aiseh...disappointed sia...

2dae lesson overrun...so next tue 12pm muz go for one-to-one consultation...my frens were lyk saying "eh yuanshan, muz cherish de time when u & cher r alone"...wakaka...i will nervous more den happy kkz...

coz cher sit right at de veri bck, so dun hav chance to observe him...my oni 收获 & observation was tat he wore a pair of different shoes 2dae...haiz...so little observation 2dae...i tot 2dae last lesson wun see him till next yr...who noe still got consultation...hmmm...i was tinkin wad shld i wear den...chloe was suggesting bikini & pearlyn prom dress...hello?! it's oni a consultation!

thx eugene too for taking de trouble to cut de article abt danny cher out & give mi...was rather shocked when he did tat...den junkang oso say he 4got to cut out another 剪报 abt danny cher for mi...lolz...no need la...not necessary...





Wednesday, July 30, 2008
woots!finally got my contact lenses le...most ppl 1st time learn wear contact lenses used 1 hr...i at 1st tot i will learn for a few hrs de...end up a few min nia 就搞定了...lolz...acuvue brand de contact realli veri clear sia...but de bad thing abt it ish tat it's too thin le...

when i was learning how to wear de contact, my hands were shivering...den when i finally put de lense into my right eye, 眼泪马上就流了出来...coz eye open so big for so long veri tired ma...lolz...watch 命中注定我爱你 till episode 20 le...waiting for taiwan to broadcast de next epsiode...

tmr danny cher de speechcom presentation thingy i dun realli understand how to present using F.R.I.E.N.D sia...lyk so chim...lolz...actualli ask mi imitate cher ish a np de la...coz i was observing him dis few lessons but i dun wan...ltr imitate 不像...hahax..ok...

i tink almost everyday standard de la...tat eugene will try to make fun of mi wif danny cher...

E:我是伍佰...wif a super 欠扁face & tone...lolz..

YS:伍佰不是我偶像...imitating his facial expression & tone bck to him...

den his rxn veri fast switch de...

E:我是杨君伟...

YS:杨君伟是我偶像,但是人豪是我呕吐的对象...blea..

as long as i say out faster den him, i won...lolz...trying to beat mi wif speed, nah...u need more practice...hahax...


2dae leelian told mi last lesson my pants slide abit down den i didnt realise i 走光...den de worst thing ish tat leelian told mi cher seemed to saw it...gosh..OMG!给老师的完美形象全毁了啦!55555... T.T ...no wonder when de other grp present until halfway cher suddenly shift from sitting on de chair to de floor...arghhh...ARHHHHH!!!晴天霹雳!2dae den i noe sia...sob...

hurray!we hav no more lessons le...from fri onwards ish all consultations and revision...except for tmr de speechcom tutorial...woots...speechcom was de ultimate survival of all de modules..wohoo!kkz..pardon mi for being too high...wakaka...





Monday, July 28, 2008
was slacking for de past 4 days...lolz...didnt touch any hw at all...it's nearing de end of de semester...though we dun hav EOY for every module but we got project to do instead...3 individual & 1 grp de...i kept on reading one of de love novels my ex-colleague gave mi...coz it's so interesting to read tat i cant bear to put it down...hahax...ended up 4 days juz pass lyk tat le...hehes...

kkz...let mi list de module EOY duedate...

chi lit-EOY paper, dunno when de exam is but it's sure gonna be alot revision to do....
writcom individual final term essay-4 aug 5pm(wrote less den a para)
chi music grp research+report-due 8 aug 6pm(haven started)
chipop individual essay-due 13 aug 5pm(haven started)
speechcom individual presentation-due dis thur!(& i haven go & find de newspaper article yet)

coz chipop de hw was de last to be due, i plan to chiong it after 8 aug but wth...tmr was de CONSULTATION! i haven even touch on research or anything yet leh...den i wonder wad to tok abt to cher lor...

2dae oni got 1 hr of chipop lecture...sianz...actualli got chi music lecture too but we r required to attend a tok by a Singaporean author 黄孟文 for 2 hrs...which ish compulsory...>.<
if i noe earlier, i would say i not feeling well den dun cum...coz 2dae ish nth actualli...juz chipop lecture & de tok...i could hav slp a few more hrs de...hahaz...i cant wait to wear contact lenses...arghh...still muz wait till wed sia...haiz...

hooray! as we dun hav any more lessons for writcom & chipop....but after dis thur there wun be speechcom lesson too...sob...hehes...got read abit danny cher personal blog ytd...was rather attracting as there's images but when u realli go reads de words, it's actualli.......rather boring...i tink la...abit lack humourous tone ba...den sort of general too...but since ish his fan, will go read all de posts in his blog...oni if i got de time...lolz...probably in de sch hols ba...wakaka...

ok...some of my frens were lyk discussing if danny cher was a gay or not...i dun mind if he's not straight...coz to once again 强调 danny cher ish oni sort of my IDOL la...not my cup of tea...neither ish he my lifelong happiness... -.-" ...so dun sabo mi dis thur....tor long la hor...






Sunday, July 27, 2008
ok...finally got my contacts le!!!woots!ytd randy kor kor brought mi to buy...i tink de brand ish acuvue if i m not wrong...coz tat brand was strongly recommended by most of my frens...hahaz...bought de daily contacts...had to buy 2 boxes as de degree of my eyes differ too much...originally de price was $91 plus de, den coz de person ish my cousin's sec fren ma...so got discount...oni need to pay $70 for 2 boxes of daily contacts..lolz...

tot can learn straightaway den can wear contact to sch on mon de, but all randy kor kor fault la...reach grandma hse so late...say 5pm de..end up late one hr plus...den muz wait for him to finish dinner...by de time we reach whitesands there alr 9.30pm liao...so no choice muz wait till wed after sch den go learn how to wear de contacts...haiz...

but nvm...as long as i got to wear it on thur, it's a NP!hehes...





Thursday, July 24, 2008
2dae happy, sadden + abit "angry"...

2dae speechcom lesson...wabiang eh..whole class gang up sabo mi sia...our class de ppl sure ish united in everything...hahax..even pearlyn oso "betray" mi...den 2dae oni got 16 ppl in de class...lucky chloe didnt cum, or else one more person help de allied to sabo mi sehhs...lolz...

& noe who's de 罪魁祸首?it's tat stupid fangjie la...=( ...de whole class laugh de loudest one ish him lor...ish he take de lead sia...nth betta to do go signal to pearlyn otherwise pearlyn ish on my side de...actualli ish oni a few ppl noe nia...but now everybody noe liao...except one person of coz...which ish danny cher...grrrrr...

den make me so paiseh thru out de lesson dun dare look at cher directly...gosh...i certainly dun wna tink wad will happen next wk...ok...my dis grp of poly frens r lyk same as sec sch de...pearlyn & chloe can represent selina & yan...wakaka...

after writcom walked to bus SIM uni bus stop together wif leelian, fangjie, elishe & shi han...i told them to walk faster coz it looks lyk gonna rain soon le den all de way no shelter ma...guess wad tat idiotic fangjie said...

YS:eh...要走快一点,很像要下雨了leh...
FJ:你这么担心做么?如果真的下雨的话,你的杨君伟老师会为你撑伞送你的...

den i juz 随口说了一句话...

YS:我不要他撑伞送我,我要搭他的motor叫他直接送我到tampines...(i was intending to say pasir ris de, but when de words cum out of my mouth becum tampines...lol..)

i was trying to say...hmm..if realli cher can send mi hm den tats great..i can save de $ on transportation plus oso can reach hm earlier coz expressway faster ma...but i didnt get de chance to say dis out...arghh..

i oso 4got wad fangjie say liao...i oni noe he suan mi alot for de entire day...kept on showing off to mi tat he noe where cher lived...den say ish cher tell him de...so wad? i got cher's no. ...lolz...ok...i betta 小心说什么...很容易会被捉到然后惨遭被酸的后果...hahaz...i m so glad tat fangjie alighted at city hall to go meet his gf...hehes..

hmmm..observations abt danny cher 2dae...he's sick got flu...muz takkaires wor...hahaz...he's a left-hander, confirmed liao...den his handwriting ish actualli quite nice de if he do not hav to rush...a new sweater was wore 2dae..his left hand dunno wear wad metal thingy la i dunno den his right hand wear watch...他的shoulder bag今天就简单的用手拿着,像提购物袋一样...没有把它背起来...

happy definitely ish becoz of speechcom den plus writcom essay i finally got an idea how to do...sadden...haiz...oso becoz of speechcom coz next thur last lesson le..."angry" coz kena suan ma...needless to say...





Wednesday, July 23, 2008
now chi music tutorial ish lyk rather boring...last nite i slp early at 1am...had abt 9 hrs of slp...woots...in fact, i got more den enuf slp..lolz...becoz 2dae i m prepared to burn de midnight oil to maybe 4 plus ba...see how long i take to finish de 2 para of essay ba...

but no matter how tired i m tmr sure hyper de la...coz..........it's DANNY CHER DE SPEECHCOM!WOOHOO! ok...i m crazy again...ps...hahaz..

i realise i blogged every one or two days...gosh...i tink i m addicted to blogging le ba...hehes...

ms fong sent an email saying those who didnt pass de APA test muz take de retest...i wonder if i can retake too...coz i juz nice pass nia...haiz...

he add bck de long sentence in his msn nick...maybe ish i tink too much le ba...总觉得跟我有关系似的...有时会想,如果那时朋友没告诉他,事情是否会更好一些?我们应该还会是好朋友吧,也不至于处在尴尬状态吧...所以,有时不是每件事情说出来都是好的...好的当然是对方会知道,但后果呢?

2dae HMS day...but de whole class nobody attended...originally fangjie & junkang got rite their names...but chen ying cher say if dun hav at least 10 ppl, den de whole class muz go...but in de end nobody went at all coz most dunno wad happen...so it becum lyk our class de ppl all pon lyk tat...den ms fong say our class will be penalised...but no choice le ma...many alr left de sch le...coz every class need at least 10 ppl to participate which was equal to half de class...den somemore ish 5-7.30pm...till so late who wna go lor...& ish go play games oni nia...tink it's a waste of time...tmr oso not lesson start late or wad...





Tuesday, July 22, 2008
2dae de chipop presentation quite ok la...i dun realli noe much abt HK's things so i mostly ish juz read off de ppt slides...lolz...abit dry la...

chi lit tutorial got HMS director & 2 senior lecturers to cum hav de lesson wif us...o.O ..scary leh...dun dare fall asleep sia...2dae's tutorial veri different...quite alot grp activities & it's de 1st time ever tat time passed so fast in chi lit lessons!hahaz...i tot oni danny cher de speechcom lesson den time will pass fast..wakaka...2dae's chi lit tutorial veri interesting & funnie...esp de 三帅 in our class was being asked by cher to act a play...den luckily cher asked us de qns oso simple de...phew...

ohya...说到口语沟通...i made a mistake in my earlier post...next thur den ish danny cher de last lesson...sob...sadden...muz wait till next yr den can see him again...haiz...

ok...some of u may not noe abt 三帅 as dis ish de 1st time i m mentioning abt them...to put it simply, it's tat my whole class 21 students oni hav 3 pathetic guys...so they auto becum 三帅...hehes...

pink+blue=purple

maybe ish my 错觉 or wad i dunno...coz i somehow got de feeling tat de 2 hims got read my blog...most prob him ba...my sixth sense had alwae been accurate...but i hope i m not for dis time...

his msn nick had alwae been juz his chi name...nth else..dis ish de 2nd time i tink he added sumthing to his nick if i m not wrong...de 1st time he add "waste my time tokin to u"...& ytd he add "ppl live their lives bound by wad they accept as correct & true-can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?"...but 2dae he changed bck to his original chi name alr...i dunno y he did tat...i hope my guess ish wrong again ba...i oso didnt wan to go ask & noe de truth...maybe fear of getting hurt again ba?i dunno...

wad he added ytd to mi seem abit chim but yet simple to understand at de same time...regarding dis qns, my ans ish a yes...lolz...sometimes i m lyk tat too...but i cant be in tat way alwae...i still had to get bck & face de cruel reality...





Monday, July 21, 2008
ytd

i was simply wasting alot time ytd...lolz...i drag till 12.30am den realli settle down & redo my writcom outline & slp at 4 plus...below ish how i spent de entire day...lolz..

10.30am-wake up & brush teeth, comb hair...blah blah blah
11am-1pm - watch tv + eat breakfast
1pm-oh, it's time to do writcom le...but tired sia...slp awhile la..
2pm -it's time to do writcom, but nah...i dun feel lyk doin anything now..slp awhile more ba
3pm -on com, go online but went to frenster, play neopets & go youtube watch mv...
5 plus- i need to get bck to serious wk...but, i'm hungry...or i eat dinner 1st ltr 9pm den do...
9pm- arghh...tired...let mi slp for 1 hr 1st...
10pm-it had been quite long since i last watched news...
10.30pm- my favourite 少年杨家将 show start le...cant miss it..muz watch de...
12.30am-so eventually i drag till so late den do...

2dae

luckily chipop lecture was being cancelled, i can slp for 2 more hrs...wakaka...den it's chi music lecture at 11am...dis wk cher ish teaching abt china's movie theme songs...den as i seldom watched movies, not even to mention to noe some famous directors name...de oni director i noe is 张艺谋...den cher asked mi to say a famous director name, i dunno ma since de previous person alr mentioned 张艺谋 le...i alr say dunno liao he still kept on say “还有,还有”...i felt lyk boxing him right in de face, strangle his neck & kick his ass la...lolz...not so extreme la...jk nia...juz plain being pissed off...







Sunday, July 20, 2008
veri stressed, tired & frustrated...if u can get 6 hrs of slp, tats probably a blessing le...now being more & more busy...sometimes i can 4get how it felts like to be hungry...i normally dun feel lyk eating coz i wan to 争取时间 to do my wk...

how i wish mic or him ish in de same course as mi...becoz den i would hav someone veri close to rely on...if i was to be given a chance, i would definitely drop writcom...now dis module had coz mi to hate bck eng...cher say to rite at least 2 para of de 1500 word essay next wk but i haven even let her see my formal essay outline yet...i seriously dunno wad to do...

my decision of entering chi studies was again being 动摇...but tinkin on de bright side...after de final term exams, hols will be here...den i can hav all de time to read all de storybks & watch all de shows i wan...

ish dis gal goin to give up?i dunno...probably...almost ba...
consolations are useless...they doesn't help in turning situations betta...
they oni made de gal felt betta & continue to escape from reality...
writcom ish making dis gal crazy...tats y she hates eng & she's in chi studies...
she felt hopeless, helpless & wna cry...
but...rmb she's a brave gal...
so she wun be able to vent her frustration by crying it all out...
it will oni accumulate inside until it wun be able to...
till den, nobody knew wth will happen...
when u had wk hard & put in effort in sumthing, but de results u got ish unsatisfactory, u felt lyk as if u were being taken for a ride...





Friday, July 18, 2008
ytd

got bck 2 of my writcom test...results were kns...

enail & letter writing: 12/20
APA test: 20/40

gosh...my eng had deteriorated so much...i even wonder how i managed to get a B4 for eng at o lvls...overall marks for dis 2 tests ish 53/100...a D grade...borderline pass...wth...other modules i expect a B grade or even betta...den writcom ish de oni module i expect a lower expectation-C grade...i m reallli afraid tat i had to retake de module...

2dae was speechcom last lecture...will oni see danny cher for tutorial nia for next 2 wks & de next time we see him again ish next yr le coz after de final term exam gonna change module le...okay...as sort of his fan, i started observing starting from 2dae's lesson...maybe abit too late le la...lolz...

danny cher in de past lessons normally wore a sweater or coat to class...but i noticed tat de sweater or coat he wore to class doesn't repeat...hahaz...den from 2dae's lecture & tutorial, i noticed tat he got a bad habit of sticking out his tongue while tokin...maybe he himself didnt realise ba...during de 4 hrs of lessons, he stick out his tongue in a total of 2 times...hehes...& he said he lyk 抽像画...he would go to an art musesum 3-4 times a wk ba...if i m not wrong...lol..regarding whether he's left-handed or not, i dunno...coz i 4got to observe while he's writing de marks & comments for de interviews...





Wednesday, July 16, 2008
15 jul

lolz...dis ish mi cutting de cake at abt 15min b4 12am...


Dis ish de cake wif de candle...i oni put one coz i dun wna be reminded tat i grew 1 yr older...

dis ish de original b'dae cake tat mic bought for mi...
look so nice tat i cant bear to eat it sia...hehes...
lol...dis ish eeyore & eeyore represent mi in BHH...wishin myself hAppy b'dAe!!!hahaz...

plan to update blog 2dae de but reach hm at 10.30pm veri tired so didnt update...thx so much to my frens, juniors & relatives who rmb my b'dae!!! i tot still can 瞒天过海 de sia...coz i didnt say anything during class in sch...becoz i dun wan de whole class to sing b'dae song for mi...i would felt weird weird de...not used to it...den i oso dunno how to react..but some of my frens still noe it thru frenster...hehes...

haiz...next time say happy b'dae can le...dun say happy 17th b'dae...lolz...reminds mi tat i grow one yr older...hahaz...hmmm...was being asked wna wad kinda of b'dae present...was not realli sure myself too...contact lenses?not tat desire ba...actualli ytd i told myself tat if 2dae cher gave bck de lit test i did well den tats de best gift le...& indeed dis ish de 1st time something ish within my expectations...i got 42/50...ok...我已经渐渐爱上文学史了,尤其是唐代。。。but ppl say heaven give u something, he will take something away too...ya...tats y my chipop hw got a C+...sadden...i oni wan all my modules to get a B 就满足了...

but...i m abit greedy...i was hoping to be wished happy b'dae by him & him...i dun wan any items or wad as gift...juz a simple b'dae wishing will do...to mi, tats de best gift for dis yr..but i knew it's highly impossible la...he definitely wun wish de ba coz he dun rite frenster testi for frens de...he maybe will ba...if he rmb...i m juz havin tat hopeless hope waiting & watching de clock tick past 12am...b'dae over liao...lol..ever since pri 6, chi new yr, christmas, countdown & b'dae doesn't bring mi any excitement at all...to mi, they r juz normal days in de 365 days...

go see leelian bf wif fangjie...den ate dinner wif them & go SAFRA play pool ltr...ok...i left 1st at abt 9.15pm coz it will be rather late when i reached hm esp when u need to wait for veri long for bus 21...i was blur blur de whole day...tink maybe ish too tired le ba...even boarding de bus i will sort of gonna fall down...haha...i asked a lady wif a little gal where can i go to take bus 21...to my surprise, she's a indonesia maid!& she noe de way betta den mi, a singaporean...hehes...kkz...i m blur...wakaka

3 b'dae wishes r general ba...

1st: to pass thru de 3 yrs & be a cher successfully

2nd:my loved ones & frens to be healthy & happy always

3rd: shhhhhhhhh...无可奉告。。。不然就不灵验了。。。













Monday, July 14, 2008
2dae chase after de 7.10am bus 358..dis few days i realised kept on chasing after de same bus which was driven by de same driver too..lolz..den de driver oso veri nice & patient, everytime wait for mi..when i say ty, he still returned a smile..shuai shuai young driver wor..okay..i m
花痴 ing again...but bus driver dis occupation, i wun mind having more young guys joining de wkforce...hahax...see them every morning makes my mood gd too...wakaka...if i told princess selina dis, i tink she will say i "yao siu" ba...hahaz..

2dae de consultation ish more lyk a scolding for mi ba...coz i didnt read up enuf on cultural revolution...ok...i let mr azhar down...i m either slpin or daydreaming during his hist lessons...in de end, i got to redo de whole formal essay outline by end of dis wk...actualli b4 i left, i wna apologise de but i dun dare to..i was afraid ms fong will say since i didnt do well de research part, wad's de use of apologising...so in de end, i juz left de rm lyk tat...

2dae saw a guy who look a little lyk him...sat juz right beside mi in de mrt...so close dist look at tat guy sia...rmb last yr i mentioned tat i went to SP open hse wif mic & saw a guy super lyk apple?tat guy last time alighted at city hall...2dae de dis guy oso...i pretend to look outside de window but in actual fact ish to take one more glance at him...though de guy 2dae i meet ish not as 像 as de guy last time i saw...but he still look abit lyk apple...根本就没有微笑,但嘴角却微微扬起...让人看了觉得舒服,很友善的感觉...i chose to put pss2 zhang lesheng pic as my hp & laptop wallpaper ish becoz he looks lyk apple too...

thx mic for de gigantic cake & de billabong slippers!muachx...ai si ni le...muz hav made a big hole in ur pocket ba...lolz...next time dun need go till such expense la...got de heart can le...it doesn't matters...hahaz...





Friday, July 11, 2008
came bck sch 2dae for juz 2 hrs of writcom tutorial...lolz...den stay in library for lyk 6 hrs...coz i tink my internet connection at hm ish faulty den i wna do some hw...i dun wna take de risk...ltr hand in late...

probably i cant be considered as danny cher fan ba...coz when leelian ask mi ish cher left-handed den i dunno....but even eugene say cher ish veri conscious of his actions & body language...so if u realli wan to 了解 him more, u would hav to observe more too...hahax...

i had been using chi words coz i juz realised not long ago tat i can type straightaway in chi in blogger...wakaka...so in my future blog posts, there will be more chi words appearing if i happen to dunno how to translate certain words to eng...hehes...

now we r supposed to 给老师们打分数...lolz..so interesting sia...it's time to trash & credit certain chers!hahax...cant tok too much on dis coz it's CONFIDENTIAL...wakaka...

tot next mth oni need to hand in 2 projects...chi music & writcom de 1500 word essay...but i was wrong...i juz login to MEL & found out tat we had to do 2 chipop projects...one ish grpwk de presentation(10%), de whole class divide into 4 grps..de other one ish 2500-3000 word individual essay(25%)...gosh...so every module had its final term project indeed...





Thursday, July 10, 2008
2dae my mood was not realli gd becoz i woke up late an hr...den i might not be late if not for tat stupid bus 358 which let mi wait for abt 20-30 min...when fangjie called mi at abt 8am, i was oni in de bus on my way to pasir ris interchange...wakau.. cant take de shuttle bus anymore as de last bus was 8am...so no choice took mrt...was so damn slow la...0830 & it had oni reached city hall...needless to say, i was late...luckily leelian & fangjie didnt wait for mi or else they will be late too...

was rather worried coz got speechcom interview test...den ish from 9am to 1pm...but luckily haven started yet coz there's too little ppl in de class, most either absent or haven reach...i was late for abt 25min...my 原则 ish if late, at most late 15min coz i tink tats de max le...=(

de interview was manageable...i was abit nervous & can see from my speech not body language...lolz..i dun lyk danny cher for 2dae...coz i tink he didnt realli mark fairly...i put in alot of effort on designing de opening sia...den he nvr priase mi sehhs...(jkjk)...he's alwae serious when we were havin presentations or tests...but while i was interviewing shi han, i noticed he at least aum chio 3 times kkz...which means i managed to make him laugh..den under my humourous category he gave me half mark nia...wth?! i tink de part i'm not satisfied wif ish de closing & my marks ba...i expect at least 14 marks de...=(

he gave mi de impression b4 was almost near to perfect until 2dae de interview...so 对他大打折扣...but will continue to observe him since ish sort of his fan...maybe impression of him will turn better bck?i dunno...see ba...

& his handwriting can realli go PK wif chen ying cher le...lyk drawing amulet leh...wakaka...den was planning to ask him wad r de comments he wrote de...but once i tink of de interview thingy, i dun felt lyk askin him anymore...besides i alr can read most of his words le...

was real tired after lesson den still stay bck to do writcom project...but in de end, i ps eugene & doreen to go hm earlier wif leelian...paiseh ar...





Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i m growing fat!!!sob...i put on 2kg...i wna grow vertically not horizontally...kkz...2dae de chi music tutorial realli nth actualli...juz presentation & lyrics analysis...den all along i tot tat 《但愿人长久》 was 李白 rite de...den after 2dae lesson den realise i made a big mistake...de person who rite dis poem ish called 苏轼(苏东坡)...den dis poem is under 宋代 not 唐代...lolz...

den ish lyk after class 4pm still quite early la...so me, leelian & fangjie was tinkin of where to go to 打发时间...den i suggested to play pool...so we wna went somewhere near & de price was reasonable de...& we chose to go SAFRA coz oni $2 per round...i was tryin to object coz tat someone whom i dun lyk live veri near there & might meet him by coincidence...but ltr tot tat wun be so suay de ba...so go lo & realli glad didnt see him there...

had great fun sia...i m addicted to pool as i said b4...i cant wait to play...but i m so suay...many times de ball juz roll till de goal there & stop in front...wad de..however, my luck changed ltr...hehes...we played 4 rounds in total..dis ish de 1st time i won someone in pool leh! i won leelian & fangjie each one time...lolz...ginger, dis time play pool i didnt disappoint u wor!

2dae all de way fangjie was lyk pestering mi to tell him abt tat someone whom i detest but i dun wna say...coz it's lyk i alr repeat alot times le la...i got tell leelian, eugene, fangjie, chloe...i m too lazy to repeat myself so i juz told him to wait for tmr de interview wif yiyuan...if yiyuan got ask, den i would say alot...if not, den next time on mrt go bck den tell him ba...wakaka...





Tuesday, July 08, 2008
ytd

break my own record le sehhs...becoz of de writcom formal essay outline, i slp at 5.30am & wake up at 8.10am...slp for 2 hrs plus nia...but still can manage to tahan till writcom lesson was over...i juz kept on eating sweets to keep myself awake...

thx mic for helping mi to brainstorm ideas though she's not veri familiar wif cultural revolution...

thx pearlyn so much too for staying bck after sch to help mi & chloe wif de formal essay outline...
was so lucky to find a seat in de mrt...den i slp from clementi to bedok...so shiok sia...lolz...& my head didnt bang de glass, surprisingly...it's a miracle...hahaz..

wtf...ytd cher told us tat we will be havin NAPFA test in de 3rd yr...wabiang eh..i tot early childhood & chinese studies dis 2 courses dun need take NAPFA test? den now suddenly say muz take...wth...den i now no mood join badminton liao le...haiz...guess i hav to go jogging wif mic more le...lolz..

2dae

HAPPY B'DAE DADDY!

chiong chi lit revision for de test...de test was quite ok...manageable...i tink i can even get full marks if i didnt juz briefly browse thru but memorise more instead...hehes...i wna check my paper till cher say stop writing de but de rm suddenly sounds so quiet...ltr den i realise me & chloe was de last two to hand in our test papers...wakaka...

as usual, me, leelian & fangjie went bck together...me & fangjie was lyk so kaypoh & curious of how leelian's bf looked lyk...so i alighted at tampines wif them to go see...see le den take bus 21 hm...diao rite...alight at tampines juz to see...lolz...

2dae no chi lit lecture & tutorial...i tink cher understand tat we r veri tired revising till late night for his test ba...hehes...lecture ish once u finished de test can leave liao...den tutorial ish once eugene's grp presention ended we can leave...aiya...den no lecture & tutorial cher nvr say earlier..i go bring all my notes & de 2 textbks sia...





Thursday, July 03, 2008
finally being able to grab some info from my sch website abt my lecturers...

woohoo! does he looks familiar?yup!dis ish danny yeo(杨君伟) cher...an ex-DJ of 93.3 & UFM1003...de cher whom i m crazy abt..hahaz..taught us speech & communication..dis pic of him not so shuai...wait till i found another betta one den post for u all to see...he real in person ish more handsome...& he's quite tall i shld say..beware...he can read ur mind...o.O ..dis ish oso de oni module which i was most high & nvr dozed off in class b4...lolz..

dis ish ms fong...taught us written communication...the oni module in english...de her now ish wif short hair...i tink she looks nicer wif long hair...de her during & after class ish totally 2 different person...she's serious in class but friendly when outside...hahaz..

dis ish patrick cheng(郑君心)cher...taught us chinese music:lyrics & values...he say tat 99% of him u see will be smiling...hehes...

dis ish nan zhi guo(南治国) cher...he's not a MR but DR wor...taught us chinese literature...he sure can bored mi to death wif his mono-tone of teaching...but he's a veri patient & helpful cher...notice his spectacle frame ish similar to mine?wakaka...


dis ish chen ying(陈颖) cher...taught us chinese popular culture...she's long hair now..i tink she looks more cool wif short hair...de most powerful thingy abt her ish tat she can tok & tok non-stop for maybe 15min juz based on one ppt slide...isn't tat pro?hahax..

2dae was speechcom!yeah!den tutorial had an class activity...becoz our class chairperson was absent, so there's odd no. of ppl...we r supposed to pair up wif someone we had nvr wk wif b4...so i paired up wif jun kang...if i had known earlier, i wan to be de person which was being left out!!!becoz de person who ish left out gets to pair up wif cher!!!sadden...missed de precious opportunity sia...lolz...my frens were lyk saying m i 暗恋 cher or wad...ish oni 仰慕 kkz...not 爱慕...hehes...juz lyk chloe say...he's old enuf to be my dad...he's not my cup of tea too coz he's too damn tall!or shld i say i m short?i alr 心有所属 le...lolz..






Wednesday, July 02, 2008
tired, exhausted and shag...

ytd finally finished doin intergrated for my part...3 plus den slp...2dae got bck our 1st chi music de hw...got a 'B'...yar...i somehow expected it...average grade...not too gd not too bad...i oni tink tat my 1st 2 lines of song lyrics ish gd, others r all crap...lolz...

i wonder if other chers will give us bck all our hw and tests...i m rather concern abt de results...plus i hope cher will go thru wif us de APA test ans...otherwise how we noe if we were correct or not...

left together after sch wif leelian & fangjie as usual...becoz me & leelian was lyk so hungry till we probably can eat up one whole cow, so we decided to eat at de central near clementi mrt station...walked for so long, being indecisive of wad to eat...in de end, we ate KFC...de 3 of us ate student meals...& now i realise fangjie was actualli more talkative den b4...he can crap alot...all de way from clementi to tampines...pro sia...hahaz..he alwae indirectly lyk to suan mi & leelian...juz lyk 2dae at KFC...

FJ:yuanshan, u see de whole row of KFC meal menu?
YS:yup...
FJ:i tink it's more suitable if u choose to eat chicky meal...still can hav toy to play...
YS:coldz...wad de... -_-"

kkz...tats wad i mean...he was trying to say i m childish...lolz..juz tat he put it in a nice way..he sometimes speak lyk a machine gun..so u hav to listen carefully & ur rxn muz be fast enuf to understand wad he's saying...he normally will go one big round saying leelian's rxn ish slow too...hehes...de both of us currently r finding ways of how to shoot him bck...wakaka...he too pro in tokin le...haiz...

enuf of blogging...gonna chiong chipop de manga culture le...woohoo!danny cher ish here for speechcom tmr! :D