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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

MEMORIES ♥


DARLINKS ♥

CHATTERBOX ♥








Wednesday, October 17, 2007
2dae ish last day of sch...we got bck our report bk & class photo...mrs ong came our class & give us bck report bk...was glad to see her again after so long...tmr o lvl comb sc prac liao...best of luck to everybody who's taking de prac tmr!hahax...

recess mrs see treat us to oreo cheese cake...it was sooooo delicious...de cheese was thick...hmmmm...if they still got sell for rising cambodia fund den i will buy..hehes...

alot of ppl draw pic or write words on de wall beside their nick...hahax...last day liao ma...rite for fun de la...self study go hall for grad nite briefing...so damn hot...without oning any fans or aircon...summore close de doors...

mummy juz came bck...once she went inside rm she started shouting liao...nag nag nag..dunno wad's wrong wif her...i oni 4get put bck hp charger nia ma...den i put bck liao she nag again say y i didnt take my water bottle out of de rm...cant u tell mi all at one go? den i angrily packed all my things in de living rm & dump it on de mattress in my rm...otherwise ltr she nag again...say wad i oni care abt goin online... -_-" ...

i dun go online often...esp durin dis period...ish coz i saw my fren's testi saying her great grandma juz passed away & cant cum for grad nite...sumtimes ish my mood veri gd de once i got hm i wan to share wad happened in sch wif her den she lyk there shouting & nagging...made mi pissed off & dun wan tell her anymore...

worst ish tat when i was alr veri pissed in sch liao den cum hm had to listen to her nagging...sumtimes i just shouted bck...so frustrated liao she still add oil to de fire...war of coz broke out la...there's alwae a limit to patience...i noe i hurt her heart but i juz cant control it...den cold war will last a few days..

perhaps ltr will go bck for nite study ba...see 1st lo...gonna chiong eng liao...

de artist ish nothing without de gift...and de gift ish nothing without wk...hang it there...1 more mth & ish all over liao...





Friday, October 12, 2007
ytd

was quite pissed off in de afternoon as me & belle sisters cant focus doin hw & revision becoz of some inconsiderate ppl playing de piano so loud...we shifted to de bkshop there but ish lyk no diff...

they played until so awful...no coordination de... plus they didnt step on de softerner so sound veri loud...i realli pei fu them as they can play for 2 hrs plus non stop sehhs...

i was unhappy abt de nite study...at 8.45pm they chased us off liao...de china cher summore off de lights...cant she see tat there r still chers teaching students?wait abit longer lyk will den die lyk tat...

dun lyk LM2...she insisted we signed out juz goin to de central & bck...we said tat ytd & b4 dun need de y 2dae need...den she kept on saying "ong lai shuo de...ni kan zhe ge shi ta send de email..." Zzzzz...

2dae

haiz...i gonna ki siao le...o lvls cumin liao...scary sia...i had been doin maths mostly...almost all subs gave so much papers for us to do...it's impossible to finish them all de...but i will try my best to do all coz mon public hols dun need go sch...

2dae actualli dun need go sch de coz marking day...but cher wan us go bck for hist & geog...so in sch for lessons from 0800-0930 and 1000-1200...2dae if got sch ish 1240 dismissed den now no sch but muz go bck for lessons...haiz...lyk no diff leh...

went out wif mic to go buy stationary...go arcade play drum & other games to destress abit...leave ws at 5 plus ba...

perserve...come on, i can do it! one more mth & ish all over liao...go thru de bitter now & taste de extreme sweetness ltr...it's worth it...





Friday, October 05, 2007
was quite tired 2dae...de eng compre hw tat cher go thru 2dae can get even higher marks de if dun hav all those careless mistakes...

at d&t 2dae me & selina purposely went wif de others for de lesson tinking to suan yan & weijie...end up we sit there tokin away...coz ish our free period as we had alr dropped de sub...my half-finished bread ended up bring reach hm den eat coz eat rice wif yan, selina, jingming, aaron & weijie...

after sch aaron, selina & mi walk yan hm..on de way de 3 of them lyk kept on suaning mi...grrrrr...

kept on saying tat i luv ginger...den suddenly they shouted together "i luv ginger, ginger luv mi..i luv ginger, ginger luv mi.." they said it from outside sch all de way to de traffic light there...gosh...oh my...i dunno u guys liao...ish so embarrassing..summore they all raise their hand up & down lyk opposition party opposing de govt...put it more simply it looks lyk de opposition of de taiwanese in taiwan demanding ah bian to step down...lolx...it would be weird if nobody noticed them...hahax...u all 3 r so funnie...

u all said u all luv ginger de...so luv ba...i didnt say tat wor...dun try to make it lyk i was de one who said...blea...=p

tmr had to go bck for hist lesson at 10.30am...azhar gonna teach chp 1 & 2 again...coz tats de 2 chps taught by mrs teo tat we dun realli understand...dis 2 chps r quite interesting juz tat there were too many things to rmb...

countdown 11 days to comb sc prac...i was wkin hard...but not hard enuf...muz JIA YOU JIA YOU & JIA YOU!!! i can do it !





Wednesday, October 03, 2007
felt much much betta 2dae...throat not so pain liao & hav a gd slp last nite...aiya..ytd didnt go sch missed a great show sia...i oni noe tat there is one more sweet couple in our class---yan & weijie...lolx...but dunno de details...nvm la...they together can le...hahax...congrats...

selina said de sweet couple ganged up against her ytd...wah...suan pro oso kena defended...so u can see de sweetness btw de newly couple ish so overwhelming...selina's suan not oni didnt dilutes their sweetness but enhances it...wakaka...their sweetness ish so concentrated tat can neutralise de suan...wow...bravo leh...=p

i oso heard tat sumone got suan mi while i was away...saying wad i got so much time to color de anderson sch logo...say since i so artistic y not take up art...it was wrong to suan a person who ish not present..becoz doin tat u confirm win ma..coz ppl not there to oppose u...

i did tat becoz i simply got nothing betta to do as de lesson conducted by de trainee cher ish so boring...out of de 2 mt periods how much time did she used on goin thru ans?pls check out de facts 1st b4 suaning ppl...de last last time she tok abt de conflict among blacks & whites in america & last time she tok abt global warming... -_-" if u had been there u would see almost half de class was lifeless...

i noe they r abit related to de passage we r doin but shldn't she finish goin thru everything den tok abt tat?besides, de time she gave us to do those qns is insufficient & her explanation of de ans ish veri brief...summore she didnt manage to finish goin thru de whole paper 2...

i had asked u wad ish de highest score for paper 1 & 2 for prelim...u said dunno & will help mi check...de next day i asked u u still haven go check.maybe u 4got.nvm.but u said y i so...

u tink i would care to ask if i m not concerned abt my results?plus quite some time ago i gave u a file wif all de ws inside & asked u to help mi mark...u said ok...but when u returned bck mi not all of them r being marked...

u shld be happy as i, as a student ish willing to go de extra mile & wk hard on ur sub...i m eager to noe de highest score in class becoz i wan to compare de difference btw mine & de highest in class...and see my level...i m concerned abt my results otherwise u tink i would spend time doin all those ws tat others didnt bother to do?

i sumhow gonna siao le...oni one day didnt go den had to do so much hw...haiz...who ask i sick & absent on de day tat has de most subs lessons conducted...

he online...but now his nick put chi name plus "waste my time tokin to u"...last time i tok to him when his status ish juz online he didnt reply...ish he refering to mi?i hope not..coz everytime i chat wif him i will ask if he's busy there...if it ish my feelings r hurt...

nowadays i realise his nick not oni chi name, behind still got add words...i sumhow feel tat he had changed greatly...changed to sumone i no longer can recognise...he ish nvr lyk dis b4...anyway i m not so concern abt him liao...knowing it's impossible btw us...

2dae i was tokin to selina abt sumone's rxn which oni de 2 of us noe...den ltr dunno how yan came into de conversation & tot i was tokin abt de guy i lyk in class...made mi so confused...though i had chosen him instead of apple eventually & was eager to noe how he tink too but nah...i m not gonna tell u all so early...say after o lvls means after...

ppl close to mi shld noe who he ish but u all will nvr get to confirm till i say...so wait patiently lo...muahahaha...besides if i tell u all now, ur attention will be on suaning mi & not de newly couple le...den not fun liao..i m not toot de wor...hehes...

i might not tok to u anymore le...depends ba...





Tuesday, October 02, 2007
ytd

started falling sick le...drink water lyk mad...b4 recess i had alr finished 3 bottles of water & visited de toilet 2 times...it had broke my previous records...gosh...

happy children's day...mrs see gave us choco as children's day gift...lolx...i tink she ish de oni cher who gave us presents for valentine's day & children's day ba...

heard tat mrs ong came bck but i didnt see her coz i didnt went down for recess...

i kept on drinking cold water for de whole day becoz my throat was so damn dry & pain...ended up i finish de whole kettle of water & mummy had to boil again...

in de day i was quite ok...it's until nite...i cant hav a gd slp...i oni slp for veri short intervals...i felt veri giddy & wan to vomit...

2dae

i plan to go sch 2dae de...but mummy dun let...2dae ish de day wif most subs...i hate to be absent coz i will miss alot of things...2dae surprisingly didnt receive any call from de sch leh...weird...normally they called at 7 plus or 8 plus de but 9 plus liao they still haven call...

waited for 2hrs for doc consultation...alot ppl sia...i tot oni wkends den got so many ppl de...plus polyclinic lack of doc coz got 3 of them oso fall sick...haiz...so sian while waiting...

i will probably go sch tmr coz i dun wan to miss anymore lessons..esp azhar's de...summore tmr hav 2 periods of hist...doc didnt give antibiotics...yeah...i hate tat...de smell so unpleasant...

countdown 16 days to comb sc o lvl prac exam & 22 days countdown to de 1st written o lvl paper...i will hav to revise ltr...

i hope i can recover quickly...

time hav confirmed everything...i hav now decided to completely 4get him as de person i lyk...after o lvls will be de time to confess liao...wonder how he tink of mi...