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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

MEMORIES ♥


DARLINKS ♥

CHATTERBOX ♥








Monday, July 30, 2007
ytd

realli veri happy to see 2 of my cousins ytd at grandma's hse after so long...we took photos together...my same age cousin, heng zhu actualli fear taking pictures...when his mum & sis asked him to take pic together he die oso say no...however when i requested, he agreed without hesitation...he say coz veri long didnt see mi liao le ma...

he's so damn tall sehhs...even taller den some of de guys in my class...when i told him to stand up he oni stand at de same ht as mi...wakaka...tink he afraid i scold him for being so tall ba...

heng zhu sis chat quite alot wif me ba...realli miss them sia...actualli wna tok to heng zhu more de...but seeing him getting so engrossed in de soccer match ytd i juz sat quietly at one side reading storybk...i tink ish iraq dunno against which country la...4get liao...but de score ish 1:0

i brought hw there to do...ended up my pri 6 cousin abigail dunno maths asked mi for help...problem sums all of them...kau...i hate prob sums...i spent de whole afternoon & early evening cracking my head to solve them...

u noe how many qns anot?she got 12 qns...den i ask her which one she dunno how to do...she say apart from qns 1 & 2 all de rest dunno...OMG...tink tat ish abit too exaggerating le ba...summore she still asked mi if i'm goin to grandma's hse every sun so she can ask mi maths...my goodness...let mi off la...i m certainly not gonna go every wk...

see u guys next time ba...realli had an enjoyable day wif u all...muachx...luv u all lots...

2dae

1st, i apologise for something i said in de previous post...i'm sori...i tink i sort of misunderstood...but to tell everybody...dis blog ish my own world...a place for mi to vent my frustration, tok abt happy & unhappy memories i had...i wrote in my blog wadeva i see, hear & how i felt...so i'm sori if i had offended anyone...

he's not online again...haiz...i juz wna ask him tat juz 1 qns...ish tat so hard?

sigining off at 2127...





Friday, July 27, 2007
didnt blog for a few days becoz of prep exam...need to study...2dae den can hav a little short break...i lazy update happenings of de days b4...so will oni update wad happen 2dae...

1st...i had got to say shit...1st period SW...i can 4get to bring my SW bk even when de bk ish on my bed beside my bag in my rm...& i can 4get to take it wif mi when i left de hse...gosh...looks lyk my short term memory illness ish getting worse le ba...

geog ish go thru MCQs & revision on plate tectonics...ms foong wrote wrongly...it supposed to be de denser oceanic plate tat subducts not de lighter one...lols...after geog me & selina went downstairs on de way to de canteen while de others went for art & dnt...met mr azhar on de way down...selina politely greeted mr azhar...

selina:gd morning mr azhar...
mr azhar:gd morning...
me:i will get an A1 for combined humanities...
mr azhar:yes u definitely will...

wakaka...i veri thick-skinned hor...actualli ish i suddenly rmb tat mr azhar said whenever we greeted him we muz oso say we'll get an A1 for combined humanities even it's outside sch...so when selina greeted him i juz automatically added tat sentence for her lo...hehes...

den ltr yan said "OMG...yuanshan y hav u becum lyk tat...u r so lame...i dunno u liao..."

during dnt period in de canteen mdm kamisah joined us...we ended up chatting wif her instead of practising maths...she asked me y didnt i chose to do de one word essay "journey" ytd...& she oso said she dunno how to mark my essay...my god...does dis mean tat i did badly for compo?i chose de qns on "rite abt a skill u would lyk to learn & how it would prepare u for ur future"

2dae maths paper 2 ish on anglican high lor...paper 1 oso...exactly de same leh...every qns...ok pardon mi for de next para...i must vent my frustration out...

WTH!F U C K LA!!!!KNN!KNS!JI BAI LA!!!WAKAU!!!WALAU EH!!!SO SUAY LOR!!!Y CANT DE SCH BE MORE CREATIVE & SET DE PAPER? SETTING PAPER VERI HARD MEH?

whew...felt more comfortable liao...some ppl buei song we got do de anglican paper b4hand...we oni do a few qns on de anglican paper 2 lor...mind those ppl who say out so loudly "eh...u all noe selina, yuanshan, qiaoyan & xinying they all got do de anglican paper b4 de prep exam lor...wakau..."

so wad if we got do?& so wad if u didnt do?u can ask selina to let u all do oso ma...but u all didnt rite?so wad's there to grumble abt?

i quite alot qns dunno how to do plus no time finish too...i bear de ermegency of goin to de toilet for 1 1/2 hrs till de paper ended sia...coz i noe tat not enough time ma...hehe...my tolerating ability quite gd de ma...i tink i strained my eyes too much le la...my right eye hurts...

he juz now got online for quite long...but status put to away...normally he put to away
muz wait quite long for him to reply...i tink i waited for 1 hrs plus le ba...he oso didnt reply den i close de window...but when he gonna offline le confirm got see my conversation de...den he offline without saying a hi or sumthing...

now ish de 21st century...happiness ish to be fight for & not waited...who knows u will hav to wait how long?

i mentioned to BHH sis tat i lyk a guy in de class but i will not admit or say anything abt it...besides, me myself ish not even sure if tat ish borderline liking...but time will confirm everything...for now i can oni say tat i still lyk him...& if btw him & de guy i lyk in class i will definitely choose him de...i will nvr reveal anything till o levels ish over...

give u all a clue...de guy which i lyk ish similar to his case...in terms of wad u all go figure it out urself...

sigining off at 2148...





Monday, July 23, 2007
ytd
HAPPY B'DAE TO QIAOYAN!!!may all ur wishes cum true...u finally can hav sex legally le!!!congrats...wakaka...jkjk...

when selina, yan & me go meet aaron & weijie...gosh...my face was de 1st weijie saw...& he was there laughing away "so white, lyk ghost leh..." so malu sia...coz i put thick thick foundation to cover my pimple ma...selina help mi put de...ltr when weijie noe ish selina help me wif de makeup de den he shut up liao...scare offend selina...wakaka...selina ish indeed powerful huh...

de 5 of us go watch movie at orchard road...watch harry potter & de order of phoenix...it was nice...aaron accompany us to watch de movie again even though he had watched it b4 le...he paid for de popcorn...but in de end we didnt manage to eat finish & summore left it on de table of de hotel restaurant...lols...

aaron veri gentlemen help mi & yan take de bag which inside was our clothes...mine most of it...actualli wna go selina hse change de ended up didnt...nvr tot selina will leave hse so early...den we begged her go bck but she die oso dun wan...hahax...so we hav no choice hav to take de big bag along...

me & yan felt veri bad...actualli ish oni kidding by askin aaron to help us carry den he realli carry it for us de whole day sia...we say we take ourselves den he say nvm...he's so nice & gentlemen isn't it?

ltr went eat buffet wif yan, weijie, selina, aaron, ginger...my high heel shoes almost break into 2 parts sia...i didnt realise tat till de guys saw it & told me...but surprisely de shoes still can wear leh...

after de buffet aaron pass yan's cake box to weijie & my bag of clothes to ginger ask them help us carry...u see...he still veri gentleman...rather ask de other guys carry den return us let we all carry ourselves...

tat ginger was so kaypoh...when aaron pass him my bag of clothes den he go open it see inside & say "wad ish tat"....shit...inside not oni my clothes nia leh...still hav "er humm"...yan & selina noe wad ish it la...i immediately snatched de whole bag from him...den i scolded him for being so kaypoh & i say i carry de bag myself...

reach hm quite late..10 plus goin 11pm le ba..

got great fun thx to aaron's invitation to de restaurant & celebration of yan's b'dae...

2dae

HAPPY BELOVED B'DAE TO XINYING!!!

thx fiona for de cake...it's veri nice...

ok...2dae after sch i rush hm, put my bag & went out buy BHH sis b'dae presents...ps ar gals...so late den buy...

yan...i m sori to tell u tat i plan to buy de skeleton necklace we saw at watts ytd de but 2dae i go dun hav liao...summore de shopkeeper say they dun hav tat kinda of design lor...i dun believe tat!!!we realli saw it ytd de lor...

can someone slap me real hard on de face & told mi to wake up...coz i had not started revising for prep exam & ish almost blogging everyday...

he's bck in sg i heard...ish he trying to avoid me?i sms quite a few times le he oso didnt reply...den he nvr online too...

things r usually lyk tat...u noe someone...& tat someone left...u tot u can 4get him easily...but soon u realise tat ur life & mind ish filled wif eveything abt him...u cant erase them off from ur mind no matter how hard u try...







Saturday, July 21, 2007
dis morning meet selina at downtown eat mac breakfast...chat quite long le den go sch...wait for ms foong quite long...she finished revising wif us another chp le!!!yeah...

both of us got a packet of nasi lemak & dessert...coz got de lower sec they all had de racial harmony camp thingy...de sch ordered too much lunch for them...so they gave us...they oso got give de construction workers...

ms foong revises wif us...i dun understand de max & min thermometer thingy...i kept on askin y oni take reading every 24 hrs & assumed tat de temp taken was de whole day's temp...wad if de temp drops or rise sumthing lyk tat...den ms foong explain to me dunno how many times...i tink she almost vomitted blood dis time too...hahax...

if i understand sumthing it's ok...if i dun understand sumthing lyk maths, science or geog...de ppl explaining or teaching mi will hav a hard time making mi understand le...

last time i could not figure out Lenin, Stalin & Hitler belong to which country...now i noe...hitler ish germany & stalin ish russia, rite?i hope it ish...

after geog went selina's hse try clothes for tmr's yan b'dae celebration at hotel restaurant...selina's closet was lyk a clothes shop sehhs...so many clothing...she pick out a few dress for mi to try...but becoz they r all strap de den i could not wear jacket cover...i tink it's too revealing...4get it...i wear jeans...den borrow a white shirt from selina...

signing off at 2100...





Thursday, July 19, 2007
during d&t selina & mi go find ms foong to revise geog...from now onwards, every thur & sat we will go find ms foong...yeah...tats great...now i realise tat pure geog ish actualli not as hard as i tot...it all based ur understanding & common sense...lols...

2dae's maths test i tink ish quite difficult...when cher explaining de steps i didnt realli listen as i was in tat kinda abt to doze off condition...i might fail for dis test ba...

de phy trainee cher tat look lyk jingming came in during self study...go thru wif us de june hols hw...dun quite understand leh...he explain so fast & not veri clearly too...but at least his handwriting ish readable & betta den mrs koh de...hahax. =D

ok...P.E....caline..i m realli veri veri sori...other den tat i dunno wad i can say...i didnt mean to hit de ball & coz u to hurt ur nose de...realli veri sori...i dunno y...everytime i play captain's ball i tend to be quite violent when snatching de ball...regardless ish game or in competition...since pri 4 i play captain's ball onwards i dunno hav injured how many ppl liao le...

when i saw caline crying...i almost wan to cry too...ish lyk tat ball oso hit my nose tat kinda of feeling...ish veri pain de...no matter which part of de body u got hit ish still pain...esp de face lyk teeth or nose...coz i last time in netball i got get hit by de ball many times...

though they told mi ish not my fault but i m partly at fault too...if i didnt hit tat ball, it will not bounce & hit caline's face...i m realli sori...i noe sori ish no use but i realli wan ur nose to recover soon...take care...

realli veri sori...i hope ur nose ish ok...betta see doc coz dunno if de bone got break a not...

he's not online again...if he's in aus he shld be hm by now...his lessons 2dae end at 1730...somtimes even 15 min earlier...y he not online....i wna ask him...

gosh i dunno wad happen to my fone...dunno izzit de charger got prob or de battery got prob...

feeling rather sad...
signing off at 1952...





Monday, July 16, 2007
ytd

randy kor kor came my hse to give mi present...thx leh kor kor & pei sam jiejie...de shirt ish sooooooooooo cute!!!

go pizza hut there eat lunch wif mummy & mic...eat till so full sia...lyk eat buffet...wakaka...

2dae

selina, pris, sabri, yan, xinying & mi go de swensens at whitesands...actualli de guys oso eating wif us de...den end up dun hav...so de 6 of us eat de giant earthquake...we share de price...i tink it's quite cheap la...dis ish my 2nd time eating at swensens...1st time ish during de sec 4 camp...was so happy sia..

yan & xinying gave mi de present 2dae....thx gals...de necklace ish veri nice...it muz be ex ba...thx to my CIO fren theresa too for de present...

realli thx lots leh gals...i had a fun time 2dae...oh..i almost 4get...

BHH to my BHH sisters!!!!muachx... =D

haiz...he ish still not online...cant ask him...i tink he's bck in sg de...but i sms him he didnt reply...ish he avoiding mi?

hope he can online...even if it was oni once...i juz wanna ask him...


had great fun 2dae!!!
signing off at 1941...





Sunday, July 15, 2007
ytd

at abt 12 lyk tat got ppl sms mi sia...i was shocked as de msg tone was so loud in de middle of de night...was surprised tat they had not sleep yet...1st msg was received from mic wishin me happy b'dae at 12am sharp...so accurate wor...2nd msg received from de belle sisters...wishin me happy b'dae & best of luck for all de exams & o levels...

3rd msg was from BHH sis qiaoyan...her msg was a special one...wad did it say? "hehes.pretty...happy b'dae...u finally can hav sex legally..."
OMG...ish tat how u wish ppl happy b'dae?lols & diao la... -_-"

she said she was being creative....sure u r...seems lyk u hav learnt quite alot from aaron wor...aaron, i tink it's time to upgrade qiaoyan's IQ level le ba...wakaka...

2dae

HAPPY B'DAE TO MYSELF...HAHAX...i veri thick skin hor...wish myself happy b'dae...lols...

ltr goin to see grandma den go out wif mummy & mic to eat pizza...yipee...i luv pizza...it had been ages since i last eat pizza...hehes...randy kor kor & his galfren got buy mi present...so happy sia...ltr he will cum my hse give mi...thx lots sehhs...oso veri happy to see my randy kor kor again...so long didnt see him liao...

feeling veri delighted...

signing off at 1219...





Saturday, July 14, 2007
ytd

after sch straight away took bus 17 to CGH though mummy suggets mi to take MRT to simei & take de shuttle bus as i m not too familiar wif de bus route...anywae i took de risk...i was so lazy to take 2 transport...i walk till yan hse downstairs tat bustop as de previous one ish so crowded...met sabrina...actualli wna took de bus wif her but it's single decked & not much seats so i waited & took de next double decked bus...

was doin my maths assessment on de way to CGH...i almost 4got to alight from de bus as i was concentrating doin maths...i quickly take my bag & my de other hand my pen, maths assessment & correction tape & chiong downstairs...luckily tat stop quite alot ppl alight...otherwise i dunno how sia...

grandma was much much betta den last time i saw her...thx god sia...she had almost recovered from de stroke...her arms & legs had regained strength...she alr can recognise some ppl...

randy kor kor look so smart in his airforce uniform...

2dae

2dae shld go bck sch at 2pm wif selina to meet ms foong for physical geog...end up selina say sumthing happened at hm she cant join me...den ms foong went out for lunch & was bck at 2.20pm...i waited outside de HOD rm for her...de whole HOD rm oni mrs see inside nia...

ms foong started off wif plate tectonics...she teach mi until she almost vomit blood sia...coz she asked mi qns i alot either dunno or 4get...she asked me wad ish de pointed tip at de bottom of de Eurasian plate...den i say singapore...she say "i knock ur head ar...sg ish oni a red dot on de world map...almost cant see...tat ish india...wakaka

den ltr she asked mi wad ish de other tiny place under india...i totally had no idea so i anyhow say sumatra...she knock my head say "tat ish sri lanka.. when u study ss u dunno?i show u den u will understand"....& she go dig out her sec 3 ss textbk let me see de map...i told her i oni memorise de content of de textbk & not de map..lol...

she finished revising wif me plate tectonics tat chp...den asked mi read up on weathering & weather studies...every thur she free...so tink every thur during d&t & sat selina & mi will go find her ask geog....yipee!

i must get gd results for prep exam...

feeling elated...
signing off at 2034...






Thursday, July 12, 2007
yan 2dae suay suay kena scolded by lobang...he was so kau bei...take temp den thermometer "di" alr ppl common sense ish to take out rite?den he go say yan nvr listen to mr razak's instructions...as if put thermometer inside de mouth de temp will hav change lyk tat...he's obviously picking on yan de lor...tats wad i call A BIASED CHER....

during d&t ong lai surprisely walk past d&t rm...den asked us y we outside...den we say coz we drop de sub & inside too noisy & dusty...he asked y dun wan go upstairs design studio or classrm do...we reply say mr loh dun let...he say "is it comfortable?" i say yes la...coz i dun hav any violent objection except tat it's abit hot outside while selina shake her head...end up he immediately go inside & tok to mr loh...wakaka...ltr both of them tok outside de d&t rm...de lobang was all de way smiling...smile till so fake...bootlicker...

ong lai asked '' u all r gd gals rite?" den i veri thick skin go reply yes...lols...& noe wad?priscilla, selina & mi get to go to de canteen to do our own wk...isn't tat great?on de way to de canteen, de 3 of us were secretly laughing away...hahax...

P.E was quite sian 2dae...cher say wad receive lightning warning so cant play games...diao..end up take height & weight sehhs...i didnt grow taller at all !!!sob...height remain at 1.53m...but weight got decrease leh...hahax...reduced from 50 kg to abt 45...yeah!but den when i stand on de weighing machine de cher asked mi "u didnt eat ar?"

lols...i got eat lunch lor...i eat one plate of rice & drink one cup of ice milo...so full ...but yan they all say though my weight decreased but my height remain...if calculated my BMI, i m considered FAT...55555555555.........

he not online again...if he in aus...now alr 1834...his lesson had ended at 1730...but i read his frenster testimonials seems lyk he's bck in sg leh...

abit sian...

signing off at 1838...





Wednesday, July 11, 2007
every mt period listening compre...sian la...den i dunno wad happen to me...i seemed to get quite alot of wrong for it...tat weijie laugh at mi den end up he got more wrong den mi...my turn to laugh bck liao...muachahahahaha......

after self study went go minimart buy tidbits...after i paid for my things selina they all gone liao...luckily they didnt 4get mi...otherwise i dunno how to go bck sia coz i 1st time go to dis minimart....de one opp de main gate one...they say ish nearer...i learnt my lesson...next time dun buy so big packet le...

aiya...aaron didnt cum sch 2dae sehhs...he didnt cum not fun de...nobody gang up wif me & selina to bully yan...hahax...

after hist remedial nobody walk hm wif mi as xinying left quite early...selina they all turn right outside de main gate there...den i ish turn left ma...so walk alone lor...i still summore purposely walk veri slow coz ginger, weijie, chin kiat , keith they all in front ma...dun wna walk too near them ltr kena suan by them again...

actualli tot they will go central de..end up they cross de road at de corner turn there...heng sia...den i tried to walk faster pretending i didnt see them...den ginger go say bye to mi aroused their attention...shit...

weijie:eh...ur lao gong say bb to u leh..
me:go die lah!!!
chinkiat:aiyo...go die lah...(imitate my voice except wif a super high pitch)
me:oii !
chinkiat:oii....
me:stop imitating me!

i was so angry...i left immediately & ignored them...boys in my class were so bo liao...esp weijie...

heard tat grandma vomitted 5 times ytd...her condition had worsened...she dun hav much appetite...god...pls bless her wif all ur might...

he was not online 2dae again...2dae he dun need go sch ma...den didnt go online...in de past he got time will online de...even if it's oni 1 hr lunch break from his sch lessons...online 1 whole day till late nite oso can de...wonder if his exams had ended & how was his results...pls online can?i juz wanna confirm wif u...sob...

pissed off, worried & disappointed...
signing off at 1917...





Tuesday, July 10, 2007
ytd

doc say grandma's condition ish not veri gd...her heart ish veri weak...dis 5 days r veri crucial...god, pls bless my grandma to survive thru dis crucial period & let her be discharged soon...de possibility tat she might leave us ish cumin again...i dun wan tat...though i had not experienced de pain of losing a loved one but i noe i would nvr lyk to experience tat...

u all might not be seeing me realli upset or crying in sch tats becoz i had cried at hm...i had to resume my normal self as prep exam ish cumin...i had to focus...i prevent myself from tinkin of grandma...otherwise i would cry...i saw my mum cumin hm everyday from de hospital sad & worried...i felt bad too...unable to help her...

ytd's freedom concert was veri nice...those singers were superb....they made de whole sch so high sia...de singers summore noe how to sing chi songs, isn't it great?they sang tank's zhuan shu tian shi & some eng songs...got 1 guy was quite handsome la...he stood near de exit of de hall & shook hands with ppl...i oso wan to shake his hand but too many ppl liao le...hahax...he de most shuai in de band ba...

i last time say hope tat mic will get LMM for chi oral...& u noe wad?she realli got her sia!!!spookie sehhs...

2dae

ate alot of sweets 2dae to keep mi awake coz veri tired...mr azhar suddenly at lunch break told us to stay bck for extra lessons after sch...kau...alr veri late plus tired den still hav to stay bck sia...haiz...sian..during chem test i was lyk so nervous...so scared i cant finish de paper on time...ended up i was oni scaring myself...hahax...i do finish flip next page, finish flip next page...den i got a shock when i flip to de last page...coz it's a blank page..wakaka...den i was lyk "huh so little meh?''

den see de clock still hav abt 10 min left...i revise lyk siao last min den oni those simple simple qns cum out...heng sehhs...dunno how's grandma ish doin nw...hope she's betta...

feeling worried...
sigining off at 1951...





Sunday, July 08, 2007
ytd de doc say grandma's condition was not veri gd...but juz now mum called from de hospital & said grandma was betta...her fever had subsided...oh...thx gd sia...

when i on my hp dis morning, i received 2 msg from him...both were empty...though they were empty, i m still veri happy to receive msg from his fone...ish he realli in singapore?he's not online 2dae...was veri eager to confirm wif him if de guy ytd i saw was him...i will forever rmb ytd until confirmation of him was made...

i met a guy who realli realli look lyk him on 7 july 2007 in de mrt on my way to simei...he wore t-shirt, brown jacket & sports shoes...he got wear specs & hav pimples on de face...he bought quite alot of instant noodles from fairprice & alighted at city hall...



HAPPY B"DAE DADDY!!!


feeling abit confused & happy...

signing off at 1727...





Saturday, July 07, 2007
ytd

ytd received de news at abt 8 plus tat grandma had a heart attack & was admitted to CGH...de doc said she gotten a stroke on de right side...she cant recognise anyone....sob...luckily she stayed overnight at de chalet otherwise she would be hm alone & nobody will noe she had a heart attack...

she was realli afraid at CGH...she held my cousin's hand tightly & refused to let go...i almost cried when i heard de news...she was so old...80 plus...i was so scared she might leave us...

my eng compo for de 1st time got 20/30...so surprised sia...i tink de highest i got was oni 17 or 18...will continue to wk hard...i muz say tat mdm kamisah ish realli veri gd...since she teach us, my eng had improved...esp compo...

2dae

early afternoon went to visit grandma at CGH...she was slping...pipes were almost inserted everywhere...a number of them were at de hands...her hands were so skinny...it was so heartbreaking...imagine de pain...i cant control it...i went to de toillet & cried it all out...she was alr so old & she still had to suffer all those pain...de doc said she will hav to stay in hospital for abt 1 wk to 10days...realli hope she would recover soon & get discharged...

meet mic at simei MRT platform ltr to go sp...met selina they all...& i was so $ face tat i go find aaron to get bck my 70 cent..there was not alot of things at sp...only interested in accountancy...soon we left...take MRT to simei...

believe it or not...on de way to simei we saw a guy realli realli lyk him...i kept on looking at him...there's a high possibility tat guy could be him...wearing long jeans , shirt inside wif a jacket outside & sports shoes...but de strange thing ish he wore specs & had pimples on his face...according to his character since sec 1 he made his contact lenses he had not wear specs alr...& he was a hygiene person so shld not hav pimples...

in order to confirm...i send an empty msg to his fone...tat guy seems to hav received something on his fone & plan to take out his fone but he didnt...he oso heard de sound of my fone successfully sent a msg...i send a 2nd msg wif "how r u"...dis time de guy doesn't hav any reaction...ish he pretending not to hear anything? ish he realli him but pretend not to be?

i dun wna believe tat guy ish not him...i actualli still wna to call his fone but i hesitated...if tat guy realli was him it would be so awkward...how ish he goin to explain?tat guy bought quite alot of instant noodles from fairprice & alighted at city hall...a few times he too look at me...ish tat realli him?if ish, y did he pretend not to noe mi?

no matter wad, i online de next time if he online i would ask him...i finally had a qns to ask him for a conversation online...ppl say there ish 4 identical ppl in de whole world...could tat guy be one of them who juz look realli lyk him?or ish he realli de him i miss?

selina said i tink too much le...but i could recognise ppl veri accurately...i dun believe i recognise de wrong person...mic oso got see tat guy & she agrees wif mi...i wna hear tat guy tok den will noe de truth...but his fone didnt rang...he had a unique voice tat other boys dun hav...if he tok i would definitely noe if it's him...

so far i hav seen 2 guys who realli look lyk him...their actions & face...one ish de pss2 zhang lesheng from china & de other ish de guy i met 2dae...once more...ish tat realli him?or not?

double sadness...
signing off at 2000...





Thursday, July 05, 2007
2dae as usual selina, yan & mi was de 1st to reach de d&t rm...mr loh was abit unhappy as most of de class was late...

it was realli sad to hear tat most of our class ppl had their project missing...dunno who ish de bo liao person to sabo them by taking away their wkpiece, messing theirs wif other classes or even threw them into de dustbin...even if realli see our class buei song but by doin dis ish realli too much le lor...

i tink de most jia lart one ish aaron...realli pity him...half his project was gone & all those tat were missing was wad he had came bck during de june hols to do...if my project gone missing & i realli put lots of effort to do it, i might juz cry there on de spot...

alot of ppl had to redo their project...it realli was so sadden...summore when they told mr loh tat, he not oni did not console them but scold them...wth...u tink ppl project missing they wan de meh...ish u all allow ANYONE to go inside de rm to take projects & materials all these...did u all STAND INSIDE DE RM & SUPERVISE to MAKE SURE no one did any hanky panky?! he still ask those whose projects r missing at end of lesson " hav u all learn ur lesson 2dae?"

kau...wad they learn?!ya...got learn sumthing indeed...tat ish not to trust de sch so much & shld insisted on bringing their project hm & bring them bck every d&t lesson if they had noe dis kind of thing will happen...

tats de reason y during sec 1& 2 i alwae bring my project hm...i dun mind bringing it bck every lesson...at least ish betta den getting stolen or destroyed...

now ish coz cher dun let them bring bck de...but if realli a person insist on bringing his or her project bck & cher dun let...y dun de student ask de cher "if i leave my project in sch, can u guarantee tat it will not gone missing?if realli gone missing, r u goin to be RESPONSIBLE for it?"

if de cher could confidently say a YES, den de student can hav no worries of leaving de project in sch...

abit angry abt dis incident...
sigining off at 1951...





Wednesday, July 04, 2007
2dae actualli hav 2 tests...hist & mt...but becoz of chi oral 2dae so dun hav mt test...ytd i oni concentrated on revising war in pacific tat i completely forgotten to do de two pictorial sources mr azhar told us to do...when he asked mi abt de pic i almost drop dead sia...i didnt noe wad to say...

ok...de chi oral...de hall was damn freezing cold sehhs...i was shivering down there preparing de oral...mdm tan said de male invigilator was perhaps not interested according to some students...but i tink he was quite ok...

de passage reading was easy for mi...i knew how to read all de words...for de conversation i tink i tok too little & seems to be repeating my pt...de male invigilator tat was from china didnt tok much...thru out de whole thing was all de female invigilator ask...

summore from de start to end of de conversation, de male invigilator kept on looking at mi...becoz cher once say u muz look at de person who asked u de qns...den i somehow felt lyk i had left de other one out...so got once i look at him for quite awhile...

de conversation topic 2dae was considered easy liao le compared to other days de...while waiting seekhei said she was nervous & wna fart whereas ginger said he got stomachache & seems to fart too...gosh...den ended up we asked them if they fart got sound a not...coz if fart hav sound normally no foul smell...but if de fart NO SOUND den ish surely confirm veri stink de...lols

mr azhar let us hear de i believe song...i tink de lyrics r meaningful but when i hear de singer sing...it was lyk OMG!her voice was so horrible sia...she dun seems lyk singing in fact screaming instead...ya..i prefer tat mr azhar sing for us...wakaka...

i fell asleep in 2dae hist remedial...was so tired...tink ish brain use too much for oral ba...hahax...& i tink mr azhar saw it...ginger was looking at his notes on his laps...but i soon realized tat he had dozed off too...it's not too obvious as his head was bent down...do mr azhar noe tat?actualli..mr azhar look kinda abit weird when he wear specs...

feeling average...
signing off at 1924...





Tuesday, July 03, 2007
after sch went downtown east wif selina & yan to eat ben & jerry ice cream...it was so comfortable eating there...air-conditioned...but i tink de ice cream ish abit ex la...juz de waffle cone alone ish alr $1 liao plus one scoop of ice cream total ish $5...

there r 16 different flavours sia...& i didnt noe tat can try them...i got try two flavours...finished eating liao den we still sit there chatting...until abt 5 plus lyk tat ba...realli had an enjoyable days...thx gals...for accompanying mi to eat ice cream & chat...luv u all alwae....wakaka...=D

came bck hm juz nw found a little card under my door...written by michele tan encouraging & wishing mi best of luck for tmr chi oral...thx alot mic...it's veri sweet of u to take de trouble to send mi ur card...tinkin of prep exam...gosh...haven started revising...tmr hav mt & hist test plus oso mt chi oral...

i sort of lyk ''can i dun take o levels?" but obviously ish a not of coz...mummy kept on saying tat i m not stupid but juz simply lazy...yup...100% totally agree wif tat...hahaz...making me determined to do sumthing ish realli hard as i got distracted easily...example while i was doin hw, i saw my chi storybk in front of mi...& i kinda of tempted to read it & stop doin hw...summore i read ish not a few pages oni leh...i wan to finish de whole bk!

i cant see de clock...becoz i m a tv fan...once i see de time i will rmb tat now wad show ish broadcasting & i will wanna watch it...& i cant see de com most importantly...coz i will go online play games & update my blog juz lyk wad i m doin nw...hehes...my distractions r kinda of weird huh?hahax...goin stop le la..

signing off at 1924...
happy 2dae...





Sunday, July 01, 2007
ytd

went out wif mic ytd...go bugis, giant,century sq, tm & finally whitesands...go so many places still cant find black hearts hime...i m veri disappointed to say tat i cant find them...realli sori gals...i tried to find similar soft toys lyk tat but at bugis oni found pooh & tigger...at some other places ish lyk cant find all 4 together...ended up i juz something from more den words...i hope u gals will lyk it...my apologies..

we met ginger & his frens in de mrt while on way to bugis...& when they alighted at tampines ginger took de trouble to run to de other door to juz say bye to us...lols...

on de way bck on shuttle bus from giant to tm...me & mic gave up our seats to other ppl..coz they were carrying alot of things & their child standing...but when we gave up our seats to them, they didnt wan it & call us ask others to sit...ended up ppl who dun realli needed de seats at all sat down...oh my...gave up seats for u all den u all sit la...

a little boy sitting on his mother's lap kept on kicking his kegs dunno for wad...& he almost lift up my skirt sia...as i was wearing a short mini skirt & standing...luckily de mother stop him in time... =(

i will nvr ever gave up my seat to any ppl ever again except de elderly...since u all dun wan it, y shld i take de trouble to stand up & give my seat to others who dun even need it?i muz well sit all de way bck to tm mrt...F man...

in century sq can see alot of ppl...kiasu singaporeans especially...in metro everybody was lyk buying new yr goodies or wad...coz there is sale for clothes, bags, toys....blah blah blah...at de 1st floor middle there oso..after tat we went to de top most level...de queue for buying cinema tickets outside de cinema was so long sehhs...gosh...all dis happen juz becoz de next day GST rise by 2%...singaporeans...haiz...i simply dunno wad to say abt them...

i dreamt abt a block no. 405 last night...den i ask my aunt to buy 4D for mi...but need 4 no. ma...so how leh?juz add one zero each in front & behind lo...den becum 0405 &amp; 4050...wakaka...i bought $1 each...2dae & tmr...i almost win de consolation prize sia...miss by 1 no. nia...as long can win $$ i veri happy le...nvm...tmr still hav chance ma...god bless let me win...hahax...

lastly...we met de guai guai daughter yizhen at tampines fairprice helping her mum buy things...planned to reach hm b4 7.30pm de...all becoz of mummy...ask us go meet her at tm fairprice help her carry things...summore go whitesands eat dinner...delayed until so long lor...end up my condor hero(shen diao xia lv)finish le....sob.........2 episodes leh...wtf...wth...knn... kns LLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!veri shim tia de LEHHHH!!!!!

if i noe earlier den i will tell mummy we at whitesands liao le instead of in de shuttle bus on de way to tm mrt...everytime oso lyk tat de...go out wif mi criteria ish wkdays muz be hm by 7pm...wkends by 7.30pm...

2dae

abit sian la...summore ytd i too cant find de maths assessment bk tat selina hav...den dis morning gotten woken up by de malay wedding downstairs...haiz...


You Always Hold a Grudge
If someone wrongs you, you aren't likely to forgive them. You figure they've showed their true colors.
You've been known to cut people out of your life pretty frequently. And maybe you've even sought revenge a couple times!


You Are 48% Shy
Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person.
Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life.


You Sometimes Hold a Grudge
You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.
And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up.



Your Heart is Feeling Shy
Your heart certainly has some strong feelings, you're just not sure if you're ready to let them show.
You could be someone's secret admirer, or maybe you just haven't truly expressed how deep your feelings run.
Maybe you're still a little unsure about how you feel... or your unsure about what reaction you'll get.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Clamming up and running away from love

Your current outlook on love: Introspective and a bit detached

Your love life will improve if you: Put yourself out there a little more. If you don't try, you'll never know.

Watch out for: Having a one sided romance - you need to be sure you're feelings are reciprocated


Your Worry Factor is 70%
The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy.
Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives.
Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go.
If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!


feeling ok la...
signing off at 1709...