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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



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Friday, February 29, 2008
my com ish fixed!!!still tot no hope le...hahax...

ever since last thur saw him, my mood had been increasingly bad...i did cry after watching snow angel...but ish becoz of de drama ish touching not becoz of his matter...so can say tat, i had not cry it all out yet...

i was oso rather jealous tat he was willing to go out wif joey alone...3 yrs ago, when i organised de 2nd gathering for him, which was unsuccessful, he cancelled it...i rmb at tat time i was veri upset & angry...coz i was on de way reaching de meeting place le...

maybe becoz of dis, i realli got no mood to wk...i didnt even bother to serve customers, i juz simply stand there & look at them...summore, ytd i dunno y i kept on doin wrong things den kena scolded by iris...maybe to her, ish an excuse...but i noe how to separate personal from wk...so i will try my best not to tink of tat matter...

right now, he's online...but i wun tok to him...coz i oso cant tink of wad to chat...

i didnt go bck for cca 2dae...too lazy to go out...so i spent de whole day playing com...wk for 2 more days den not gonna wk le...but will still go bck there & visit them if got time...





Sunday, February 24, 2008
hello...ppl...i m bck...ps la so long didnt update...not i dun wna update, ish my com kena last stage of virus cancer no hope le...juz update de lastest things...lazy to tok abt de past... i was admitted into ngee ann poly de chi studies..was so happy...my 1st choice too...but i not same poly wif mic...sadden...i realli cant believe i got into wad i wanted...coz tat course oni take in 40 students plus de aggregrate ish 12...felt so fortunate to be admitted into dis course...

Thur 21 Feb

wake up early to go tan tock seng for TB screening...sia la...de nurse hor poke de needle dun need use alcohol de leh...pro lo...i was shocked to see de needle so long & sharp sia...

after tat went to watch ah long pte ltd wif mummy at century...while taking de escalator down, i saw him & his mum...right behind mi...i say hi to him so many times he didnt see mi...but how can tat be?less den 1m away...i immediately sms him but no reply den ltr i noe he's using his malaysia no. ...

my heart was beating damn fast...dis time ish definitely him...wun be wrong de...but i felt real hurt coz i tink he's obviously avoiding mi...felt terrible inside...wna cry it out but cant...it's as though sumthing heavy was pressing hard on my heart, preventing it from beating...tats y sumtimes i even envy ppl who r emotional...

Fri 22 Feb

dis morning joey sms me if wna go his gathering...i wanted to go so much but since selina & yan r not goin, i of coz wun go...actualli plan to ask mic go out wif mi den pretend to pass by but mic haven cum bck from her church session yet...sadden...

plan to go bck for cca de...but no mood liao...besides, i oso scare ppl will ask y i dun wan go...so muz well stay at hm for de whole day...i can oni kept on look at de clock turn 5pm & do nth...i wna ask him, since u wan us to remain as frens, when meet on de streets, shouldn't u say hi?

i noe u wan mi to give up...actualli towards u, de feeling ish not as strong as b4...ish u suddenly appear in front of mi again...besides, when u r not here...things ard mi oso kept on remind mi of u...

after u left for overseas studies not long, my auntie gave me a australia map keychain...i can juz simply walk on de streets & see ppl wearing a t-shirt which has a big bold word-PERTH
even i went to tuition wif yan, de maths qns we dunno how to do ish oso abt perth...i tink ish abit ridiculous...i kept on tell myself tat it couldn't be such a coincidence...

when me & mic went to ws fairprice, we passed by polar shop...& straight away, de 1st thing i saw was an apple polar b'dae cake...even when i went to wk at lucky plaza, de DKNY perfume was there to remind mi of u...not oni tat perfume, there's oso de nina richi apple & lolita perfume...gosh...wna 4get u was oso easier said den done...

i juz hope tat in future if we meet again in de streets, u could treat mi as a fren & say hi...it's real simple...ish oni u wan to or not...takkaires & all de best to u...i will not mail anything to perth anymore...

love,
shan

2dae

until now i still cant manage to cry...i noe after i cried, everything will be fine...de almost suffocating feeling will be gone but i tried my best le still cant cry...ytd at wk, i realli dun hav de mood to serve customers...ish auntie gave mi most of her sales which oso aroused unhappiness among others...I WANT TO CRY!can anyone help me?