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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

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Friday, September 28, 2007
finally got bck my geog paper 2 liao le...cher call us one by one in random order...giving bck de papers & keying in de marks on de spot...scary sia...

when she called my name i continued sitting there...i wan to see how much i got...den she type in 42/100...sadden..fail..but ltr she say i managed to pass...ish my MCQ pull mi up de...MCQ 30% , paper 2 70%...heng sia...1st time passed geog paper 2...though overall oni pass wif a low score of 51.9 but i m realli veri elated to hav passed...

in my geog class of 34 students i tink veri few ppl passed...but most of them got 40 plus...i believe they will be able to pass at o lvls if they wk hard abit more...jia you ppl...

ms foong was realli blur...she add less 13 marks to reuben's paper & 10 marks to nazirul's paper...gosh...how can be so careless de...too bad i dun hav any mark errors...haiz...

prelim summary

Eng C5
Chi B3
Maths B3
Comb Sc B3
Comb humanities E8
Pure Geog C6

L1R4 20
L1R5 28

though ish much much betta & improved greatly from prep & mid yr but those subs i supposed to get A1 muz get...i m not realli veri pleased...i max can oni get 15 for L1R4...

i haven decide to perm or straighten my hair for grad nite yet...but i m definitely gonna to wear contact & buy high heels...de gown see 1st ba...

he's online...gonna tok to him liao...bb...





Thursday, September 27, 2007
ytd

so far i can say ish i totally screwed my comb humanities all thx to SEQ...i regret not reivsing de war in europe tat chp 1st...de qns was so easy...wth...

after sch tat damn bloody bao toh kia bag hit so hard on my shoulder...ish lyk de pathway so big la i dunno how de hell on earth his bag can hit mi when he walked past mi...jin run was teaching mi maths halfway he oso saw it lor...i told ginger den ginger told him...

i was expecting an apology from him...end up dis was his reply..."huh, got meh?"
f la...u dunno doesn't mean tat ur bag didnt hit sumone k?it realli hurt big time...esp when his bag ish so fat, hard & heavy...i dunno wad rubbish he put inside now tat exam was over & tats no lessons...probably gold bars?

2dae

morning assembly started at 7.40am when usual was 7.25am ...it rained really heavily dis morning...having an umbrella ish lyk not much of use...u still get drenched...on my way to sch de whole pathway was flooded lyk siao...alot ppl de shoes & socks all got soaked includin mi too...i went to de toilet & squeeze out all de water from my socks when i too see many ppl using de hand dryer to dry their shoes & socks...lol...veri smart of them...

others who came sch even ltr was drenched more jia lart from head to toe lyk juz came out of swimming pool...those "dry" ppl obviously were driven to sch by their parents...so gd sia...i oni wear socks in class as i put my shoes aside to let it dry...ginger more pro...he juz simply took off his shoes & socks & walk ard de class bare footed...hahax...

nizam & weijie veri smart cum sit on de floor beside mi in order to use hp & listen songs...den when de relief cher suddenly walk towards de cher table nizam put all de wad mp4 & hp wad so eva which was "illegal" in class on my skirt & pretend to teach mi maths...i was quite shocked lyk how cum he noe which qns i dunno how to do & offered to teach mi...a few sec ltr den realise he was acting..

waseh...his acting was realli fantastic...plus de cher didnt suspect anything...wakaka...

a summary of my prelim...

Eng C5
MT B3
Sc B3
Maths B3
comb human E8

my L1R4 22 pts...not realli veri contented & satisfied as i didnt even got an A for any of de subs...i can do betta...geog paper 2 ms foong say give us bck 2dae de den didnt cum...all de chers didnt cum 2dae except lobang...but i drop d&t le ma...so de whole day all free periods...so sian...i wna get bck my geog paper 2!!!

i muz wk extra, extrem, veri, realli, super hard...i oni can get max 17 pts for L1R4...





Tuesday, September 25, 2007
2dae we were given bck humanities prelim & mt paper 1...geog oni get bck paper 1 MCQ coz cher haven even started marking our paper 2 till dis afternoon...when i go & take de paper 1 result slip de 1st qns i asked was "did i pass?"

ms foong smile & said yes...i was totally stunned when i saw de score...i cant believe it!!! i actualli score 30/40...i nvr pass geog paper 1 in exam b4 & dis ish de 1st time...i was so elated...de highest in class was 31/40 & 3 ppl got it whereas 2nd highest ish mi & aaron...waseh...one more step taken forward to getting an B4 for geog...

ms foong said there was a change in my marks...i was lyk huh?izzit my marks got prob count wrongly?den i was suddenly sadden...end up ish she meant there was great improvement...i geog paper 1 from fail becum pass...whew...scare me sia...

now de bad news...i fail my ss paper wif 22/50...i was not realli veri concerned as de SBQ was out of context & i dun quite understand...i believe i can do betta...hopefully my hist can pull it up...

mt paper 1 kns sia...45/70...ridiculous marks...i get dis marks nvm leh...wad i was pissed off & concerned abt ish tat there r oso others who get same marks as mi...wtf...summore their standard & mine ish differ lyk heaven & earth lor...i was so damn angry...i wonder if it is cher mark my paper strictly & those others leniently or izzit realli my paper 1 done badly & i muz buck up even more...

geog paper 2 thur den can get bck...haiz...i realli wished i can pass de paper 2 dis time...i rewatch finish de whole meteor garden liao le!!!yeah...hmmm..which show shld i watch next after o levels...

ohya...tat lobang kuku la he...say prom theme nvr changed...got change to formal lor...nvr go check properly anyhow give false info...i gonna buy high heels...yeah...muz start saving up le...

ytd i printed out almost all de msn conversations i saved wif him...see de conversation lyk veri short but print out used up 1 thick stack of paper...each conversation average lyk 3 pages sia when printed out...he's online from juz now...but now status busy...nvm...i gonna offline soon anyway...

miracles actualli happen...& they will confirm happen if u put in alot hardwk & effort...trust mi...when u wk hard, u might not succeed...but if u didnt even bother to wk hard, u will definitely fail...



HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE TO GINGER!!!MAY ALL UR B'DAE WISHES CUM TRUE & PASS O LEVELS WIF FLYING COLORS!!!hahax... :) =D

wish happy b'dae 1st la in case tmr no time blog...






Monday, September 24, 2007
now den can online again...coz past 3 days com sot dun let me use...

2dae get bck prelim papers le...got bck all subs except for humanities...

1st 2 periods sian sia...sit there rotting away wif nothing to do...coz ish CME & D&T....super sian de...

got bck sciences...phy & chem i tink MCQ got improved from prep la but de section 2 part my marks went down a little...prep phy 40/65 den prelim 36/65...all due to carelessness plus i dun understand de qns & dunno how to do...chem prep 40/65 den prelim 39/65...ok la...lost marks de reasons same as phy...total combined grade for science dunno coz haven add in prac...

got bck maths & eng after recess...maths paper 1 50/80...veri happy & shocked...coz paper 1 realli damn difficult...i tot i will fail till veri jia lart de actualli...paper 2 69/100...i4got my prep maths paper 1 marks...so i compared my prelim wif mid-yr...anyway mid-yr harder den prep ma...maths oso got improved...

eng i pass lo...both papers wif borderline marks...well, at least i got improved from prep...i not satisfied wif paper 1 section 2...pass on de dot...i will do much much betta if i got all my tenses right...arghh...not enough time ma...ohya chi lyk shit...paper 2 didnt improve from mid-yr...paper 1 dunno...

tmr getting bck geog & combined humanities...sort of looking forward to getting bck geog...wakaka...lets see how many ppl out of 34 pass dis time...last time prep de whole class oni nazirul passed summore on de dot too...50/100...hahax...

he's still online now...should i tok to him?

i changed my bottle to de apple tea bottle liao...when i changed bck my water bottle to lemon barley & change my apple pair keychain to another kinda of pair keychain...it will be de time i 4get him...

now dun feel quite lyk goin to prom nite lor...theme retro...kns la...who wan to wear tat kinda of clothing...orbit obiang la...summore i dun understand y de hell we cant bring hp in?lobang say wad ish to prevent our parents from calling us & tell us to go hm & spoil our fun...ya,right...nice phrasing nia... -_-"

i muz practise chi, maths, eng & science...oso revised humanities...de great battle ish less den a mth away...





Tuesday, September 18, 2007
ok...let me tok from last thur de paper onwards ba...

mt paper 2...i oni used 35 min for zhong he tian kong & de 3 li jie ce yan...got improvement but still not fast enough...my target ish to finish within 15min...when i see de 2nd compre passage...kau...i almost fainted on de spot sia..de compre passage was so long!!!summore de words font size ish small...de passage ish abt one and a half pages long ba...in de end i still didnt manage to finish de paper...i was doin 1 last 4 mark qns halfway when cher say stop...

geog paper 2 i tink quite ok ba...hopefully can pass...coz ms foong asked us to revise de corrections for prep ma...so i muz well revise corrections of both mid-yr & prep...den end up no time revise guidebk & notes...but luckily got revise finish those corrections coz they helped mi alot...if i oni read guidebk & notes i might not even noe how to do de qns...de qns for physical geog was quite ok...hard one ish human geog...so i oni do population qns for human geog...

ss paper i tink i will fail SBQ ba...coz ish out of context de...though they got provide 1 big para of bckgrd info but i read liao still dun quite understand leh...SEQ nvr cum out sri lanka or venice...tot will cum out sri lanka de...if realli cum out will be super easy de lor de qns...luckily i got browse thru de bk 4 chp 2 notes otherwise i would not be able to do any of de SEQ...

science paper ok ba...geog paper 1 too...hard de ish hist SEQ...for mi la...coz i 4got wad i revised liao but de SBQ was quite easy...





Tuesday, September 11, 2007
ytd

eng & mt paper 1...eng essay writing didnt seem to hav any choice so had to do de one word essay---Missing...i tink section 2 quite ok ba...write proposal letter ma...so i got write add..dunno correct anot...

i was revising for mt paper 1 ltr wif BHH sis they all in canteen den ginger cum ask mi maths qns on vectors...i juz tell him how to prove de pts r collinear but didnt do de qns for him to see...i realli got no mood la...sori ar ginger...

made mi veri pissed off de was tat ginger sit beside mi while i teach him maths den yan, selina, aaron they all go snap photo of us...i scold them & teach ginger at de same time...they say wad gonna post de pic on their blog...i dun tink it's funnie...a person's patience ish limited...i dun lyk it when u all snap photo of mi & ginger...when i said stop pls stop...

mt paper totally sux man...dis ish de 1st time i do mt exam felt so relaxed de...not becoz of i confident can do veri well but ish cant tink of anymore ideas to write...wad de fuck...i spent more den half an hr on gong han sia...my chi compo oni write 2 full pages...kau...1st time write so little sehhs...

after mt paper went hm to put mt things otherwise bag veri heavy & get those maths revision paper for ginger to see how i solve de qns coz i dunno how to explain to him...ended up i no time do finish rest of de maths paper...i summore told mrs see i would go see her at 1.30 de...

got bck my geog prep...failed wif an F9 again...but at least got improved by 2 marks from mid-yr results...cher asked mi focus more on physical geog...

after mrs see teach mi maths went to library do revision together wif belle sis & frens...leave sch at abt 6 plus...actualli wna stay for nite study de den too tired liao...

didnt even practice any compre ex ...quite slack

2dae

eng paper 2 de 1st compre passage dun quite understand leh...eng paper 2 i tink abit difficult...luckily i got enough time to finish my summary...maths paper 1 veri hard...i leave alot of qns blank...i wna knock my head against de wall sia...dunno can pass anot...haiz...tmr maths paper 2...torturing ar...tink tink tink...brain cells gonna burst le la...

2dae hall so damn cold...fingers lyk being freezed to ice liao...

ltr goin bck to cca for awhile give conductors present coz last time 4get bring....

wad happened to mi, ish those de price exchange for having won 1st prize at 4D for de 1st time?






Friday, September 07, 2007
ytd

i tot got nite study sia...coz last time ong lai said after prep de sch canteen will be opened everyday on wkdays for nite study...ended up i bathe changed & prepared to leave den received mrs see reply saying there's no nite study during de hols..Omg...how cum i dunno...i was lyk a fool sia...& abit damn angry wif myself y didnt find out earlier...haiz..

2dae

ytd actualli wna update blog de but dis stupid com sot until so jia lat...even if it was connected to internet i cant realli do much as de speed ish super duper slow...

went bck sch 2dae to ask mrs see maths qns...all de HODs were realli veri busy sia...i asked mrs see qns i tink abt 2hrs lyk tat ba...long hor...coz i do all de maths paper she gave except shuqun sec paper 2 & o level june paper haven finish nia...

humanities & maths paper 2 haven mark finish yet...tink wun be able to get it bck liao...dun even say noe de marks...haiz...i was so eager to noe de prep results de...

during dis afternoon in de HOD rm...i was shocked to see mr ong...he still cum & say hi to me & mrs see...he tok to us for awhile...say wad i veri gd cum sch for one to one tutorial wif mrs see & asked which class i m from...tokin to him was scary...lyk tokin to some hideous powerful creature...i dunno how to describe la...

he was once again online...juz now status didnt put to away but now hav liao...luckily i dun hav webcam...coz my face de pimple haven disappear...so ugly lor...since last wk i ate durian till now still there...ytd i oni eat a few hotdog den at nite got 3 ulcer on my tongue...wakau...sch goin reopen soon...plus tmr goin out wif mic to buy stationary...everyday wash face at least 2 times, drink herbal tea plus oso got apply oxy...y pimples still there...forehead still ok...but it's near mouth there so obvious lor...wtf...how to go out face ppl lyk tat...haiz..realli next time den chat wif him...

in de past mr azhar alwae made us say we muz get A1 for comb humanities...at tat time i was lyk "huh...veri difficult la...i didnt even got a B b4 dun even mention A1..."my humanities had been so lousy...but since we got bck hist SBQ prep...i realise tat it might be possible...as long as i believe in myself & wk hard towards my goal...

miracles do happen...i believe in them...but they seldom happen...in order to make it happen...we muz put in hardwk & we will definitely be rewarded handsomely after tat...

signing off at 1913...