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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

MEMORIES ♥


DARLINKS ♥

CHATTERBOX ♥








Monday, June 30, 2008
arghh...i m veri stressed wif lots of hw & projects to do...& stress made me get pissed off easily...GRRRR...beware...no la...lolz...jk nia...

ever since we finished de newsletter project, i seemed to hav no mood in doin other hw and projects...i can easily finish them all at one go, ish oni i choose to do it or not...& obviously, i'm tryin to escape from reality...sianz...now history ish lyk repeating itself...during de start of june b4 our sch hols ish de deadline for many things...but now ish de next 2 wks...

go find nan lao shi to ask abt chi lit...i got quite alot dunno sia...& he juz teach mi patiently...he's realli a fantastic cher...lyk de 2nd mr seet...lolz...ohya...went to get my testimonial le but 4got to go get my CIO costume from cca cher...haiz...

after askin cher abt lit, went to meet mic go tm popular buy things, four-leaves to buy some bread as dinner as we dun wna eat too much...den took bus hm le...tat idiot bus 21 was lyk took so damn long to cum la...plus when it finally came, it's so fully packed...kkz..blog till here ba...gonna chiong projects + hw le...





Thursday, June 26, 2008
i m veri tired...eyes veri tia...pls for goodness sake, can projects stop piling up on de hw list?it's nearing de end of de semester le so there's projects, test & final term paper...2dae ish thur & mon juz seems ytd...time passed super fast when u r busy...lolz..

my mood was real bad 1st thing in de morning coz tat idiot bus 358 was late for lyk 15-20 min...but luckily me & lee lian managed to catch de shuttle bus...whew...fangjie was not as lucky though...he missed de last mini shuttle bus & had to take normal public transport...my mood was not so bad ltr as speechcom cheered mi up abit...i tot finished answering de 2 qns i set den can sit down le but den cher kept on bombing mi wif more qns...i panic a little, not knowing how to manage wif de qns...hahaz..

i luv pearlyn sooooo much...wakaka...take note ar...i not les kkz...i luv pearlyn ish coz everytime i closed my eyes & dozed off in class, she will shake mi up...lolz...

after writcom my mood was increasingly bad after receiving a sms from someone...was rather du lan la...juz wth he wan from mi?! i had said it veri clearly multiple times le...den he still sms to ask for a chat over de fone...he say fren to fren tok...even frens, i dun realli tok over de fone wif them kkz...so i dun see de need to hav a chat wif him...when i had abt to 4get there's a person called Deon, his sms will remind mi of his existence...& he's lyk veri free huh...i dun felt lyk & dunno how to reply him so i juz simply asked pearlyn to help mi reply...he's real iritating man...i wan dis person out of my life!plus everytime i received a sms from him, i would somehow felt afraid & uneasy for quite awhile...i tink even if i called & tok to him over de fone, i surely ish tat kinda buei song tone & veri cold attitude de..there's nth much to tok abt...he's juz wna noe everything abt mi...sort of digging my privacy & expect mi to report everything to him...kau..juz who do u tink u r? even my mum ish not as kaypoh as u..u said b4 u will change, but dis does not seem to be de case...& thus making me more certain tat my decision to break was absolutely correct...or else i will go crazy..stop asking mi for a chat over de fone again...i dun felt lyk tokin to u...juz leave mi alone...dun force mi to hate u & make us frens no more...there's a limit to my patience...i tell u nicely fear of hurting u too much but i tink dis method doesn't wk anymore...u try again, den dun blame mi for being heartless...





Wednesday, June 25, 2008
ytd

if i had known earlier, i would not do de chipop news thingy so early finish le...i tot it's compulsory for everyone to present...but den cher juz called randomly...den nearing to class end, cher say hav de last person to present...kau..& tat person suay suay ish me!-_-"

gosh..i screwed up another presentation which ish chi lit...dis ish de 1st time i m ever sooooo nervous...i m not realli presenting, juz simply reading off from my paper...den came de cher asked qns part...every member of de grp ish to ans a simple qns regarding meng zi...yes...tats de
old guy we had to do research on...& i was de 1st kena asked by cher...cher asked sumthing lyk "a person did nth wrong but was beheaded & he accepted juz as it ish.Is he stupid or wad?"
kkz...as i was still in de nervous state plus cher spoke so softly i almost cant hear, my 1st rxn was "huh?"...den de whole class laughed...lolz

cher repeated de qns but my ans was real short, i m not realli gd in expressing using words so i'm not sure if cher get my meaning anot...but glad tat it's all over now...

fangjie kept on saying mi childish den in de lift finally got de chance to say him bck...lolz...yes..got my revenge bck..muachahaha...& i decided to help lee lian shoot bck him for de rest of de day...wakaka..

2dae

wth?! we juz finished de newsletter project & gonna proceed on to de integrated assignment den there's one more project in queue...plus haven even start research for writcom final term paper sia...den we still had to cum up wif a performance for mooncake festival...i tink tats simply wasting our time...juz becoz we r chinese studies, dun tell mi every chinese festival we had to perform...i certainly hope not...summore we got chi lit test on 8 july tested from lesson 2 to 11...i wonder if i got enuf time to finish revising...

i'm veri tired...dun hav enuf slp & pimples r all popping out on my forehead le...arghh...2dae wna find cher to ask abt chi lit but he's not free...met janice by coincidence at HMS office so went hm together...suddenly felt weird speaking eng...lolz...





Saturday, June 21, 2008
Rules and regulations of this quiz
1) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace one question with a new question formulated by themselves.

2)Tag 6 people to do this quiz. Those people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Tagged by BHH sis princess Selina...

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A: Give him one tight slap, stepped right hard on his toes, kicked his ass to make him lose balance & fall down. Lastly, give him one last kick b4 i left and curse him & de 18 generations after him. Serves u right for betraying mi.

Q:If you have 3 wishes, what would that be?
A:To meet & be wif my prince charming 4eva, everything to go successfully and my loved ones to be strong & healthy.

Q:Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A:Yes, definitely.

Q:Would you change yourself for the one you loved?
A:Yes, of coz. I would do wadeva i can to keep de relationship goin on.

Q:Which one is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A:My ans in de past was being loved but now ish loving someone.

Q:How long do you intend to wait for someone you really loved?
A:Forever or maybe till someone betta whom i loved appeared.

Q:If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
A:Continue waiting & try to 4get him though it's impossible.

Q:Is there anything made you unhappy these days?
A:Yes, there were many.Writcom hw to do, hols too short, dun hav enuf time to do wad i enjoyed & most imptly, I cant go for de buffet becoz i need to revise!

Q:Do you get butterflies in ur stomach whenever you are around the guy/girl you like?
A:Sometimes.

Q:Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A:Yes, 4 yrs alr & he's still in my memory.

Q:Who are currently most important people to you?
A:Family, friends and de two hims.

Q:Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A:Yes, obviously.Tats y i'm giving myself fake hope & continue waiting.

Q:What's the ideal relationship to you?
A:Both parties being happy, loved each other, long-lasting.

Q:Are you happy with your life?
A:So far so gd...

Q:Would you give all in a relationship?
A:Yes, definitely. Contribution ish more impt than to receive.

Q:If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?The lousiest one or the
better one?
A:It depends, maybe de betta one or maybe i will choose none to prevent hurting de 2 of them. Or even, take both.LOL.

Q:What type of friends do you like?
A:Loyal, caring, understanding & wun hesitate to help u when u need them.

Q:Do you often wish there are something you could change?
A:Yes. Let time go bck to a few particular times & let mi changed wad happened.

Q:What will be the thing you disliked the most?
A:Being accused of sumthing i didnt do & when de truth ish out, de person who accused mi didnt
even apologise!

Q:How you wish to deal with the people whom you hate the most right now?
A:Give them one tight slap, scold them till they kneel down in front of mi & say sori plus
promised to changed for the betta.

6 ppl who r tagged by mi:
1)Doreen
2)Cui Fen
3)Yi Yuan
4)Eugene
5)Pearlyn
6)Janice






Friday, June 20, 2008
haiz...we all tot alr finished de newsletter project but last night den realise 4got to do de report sia...arghh...y everything muz do report?lyk so extra...lolz..so no choice meet at far east plaza de subway to do...report was to be a 500 word essay format...we tot it shld be no prob as we had done report which was 1000 word plus...but we were totally wrong!

hmmm...1000 word report in chi was small case but it's not de same wif eng report...we cracked our brains & it's oni 200 plus words...we were brainstorming, tinkin of wad to add on & finally finished it!now oni left de reference list, printing out part & sending a soft copy to cher...

went bck to lucky plaza to visit my ex-colleagues, help my aunt buy perfume & eye cream for my dad...Elfina said i seemed to grow fatter...sob...i wan to be slim!

outside TANGS there kua tio gui sia! we saw STEVEN LIM! OMG! was abit shocked to see him at orchard road...he still approached me & pearlyn ask if we can let him trim our eyebrows...he real person looked even more disgusting & sissy wearing a tight sleeveless shirt...no wonder xia xue said he's de top 10 most disgusting man sia...wakaka...after i finished buying de perfume & eye cream, STEVEN LIM WAS STILL THERE! pearlyn left 1st to meet her fren...den steven lim was abt to ask me & eugene but luckily there's a lady in front of us so he asked tat lady 1st...heng sia...den we faster siam till far far...lolz..





Thursday, June 19, 2008
kkz...not goin for de buffet gathering le...final decision...had a big quarrel wif mum last nite...tats generation gap ba...in de end i decided she dun lyk mi to go den i dun go lo...sori ginger...realli ps for changing my mind so many times...

when i reached hm at night i saw mum left a msg on de table...she mistaken de timing...she tot it was 12 midnight when it was actualli 12 noon...den she say since it's afternoon den i can go but dun be hm too late...she said she's worried for my safety if it's midnight...she still noe i blur blur scare dunno de way there even wif frens summore drew map behind...i felt so bad...i cried after reading de msg...den immediately replied writing on another piece of paper to apologise & told her tat i still decided not to go le...coz was rather tired den plus wna revise lit...after reading, i knew she cried too...

and de cold war i expected didnt happen...was glad tat everything was fine now...

i actualli had de urge to tell ginger tat i can go de gathering again but i tink he will wna strangle mi ba...changed my mind so many times le...lolz...nvm la...there's alwae another time to meet up & chit chat...

mic juz now sms mi, saying she was so happy tat janan tok to her on msn but becoz she wna watch american's next top model so offline didnt continue de conversation...lolz...got a scolding from mi...hahax..ish lyk y dun wan treasure dis rare chance to chat wif him longer?who knows when he will tok to her again?TV show will repeat de so can sacrifice...hehes

now mic finally understand how i felt when i tok to apple on msn...i would sacrifice wadeva i can to tok to him as long as possible...our conversation usually ended veri leng chang when i ran out of qns to ask him...lolz...

finally finished de newsletter project le!!!woohoo!ar huh...gals, dun 4get he owe us a big treat for being late for 2 hrs!muz rmb wor...wakaka...

spent quite alot $ on fd 2dae as lunch & dinner was settled outside...1st time went to SIM Uni de cafe to eat...den ltr pearlyn ps us upon de arrival of bus 61...didnt even turn bck to wave gdbye!sob....so heartless sia...no la..jkjk nia...

den eugene say wna try taking mrt to pasir ris den take bus 88 to see how long de whole journey ish...so i got someone to accompany mi tok all de way to pasir ris...was rather tired de but after tokin abt so much, i was so hyper at hm...cant fall asleep liao...hehes..

sadden...mon sch reopen le...sianz...haiz








Wednesday, June 18, 2008
last nite mummy suddenly pour mi cold water told mi not to go for de buffet gathering at cher hse on sat...she say tat place ish "red light area"(direct translate from chi), veri unsafe den got lots of "ji co bei"...diao..but i told her it's gathering confirm many ppl go de..den she asked how many...so i go asked ginger den confirmed 20 over ppl sure go de...wonder she will let anot...her generation not so open plus worry too much le la...

mic kept on askin mi to transfer to TP...she say if i studied at TP den i wun ask her endless qns abt him...lolz...den plus she gurrantee in 1 wk confirm see him at least once in sch compound or bus de...hahax...

ytd ah fai kor kor sent mi a chi msg...was heartwarming?i dunno how to describe...den i forward de msg to ginger, mic, BHH sis & belle sis...hehes..

2dae mic & mi planned to go whitesands & downtown east de but end up decided to go jogging in de park...it had been quite sometime since i exercised & tied up my hair...actualli wna asked ginger to jog together de but den dun tink we can keep up wif his speed la...lolz..when de both of us trained till gd stamina & speed den asked him along ba...hahax..

i m so useless sia...run abit den panting lyk siao le...haiz...realli too long didnt exercise le...i dis kinda 1 yr oni run 2 times(2.4km NAPFA test + cross country) wad u expect? wakaka...den my tat sport shoes 3 yrs nvr touched le since i quited netball at end of sec 1...2dae didnt sweat enuf den mic arranged wif mi go jogging together once a wk...ok...glad to hav someone to accompany me exercise...lolz






Tuesday, June 17, 2008
it had been quite awhile since i blogged...coz sch hols mostly rott at hm nothin to blog abt la...lolz...mic finally came bck from her 6 day 5 night camp le...yeah...dragged her out ytd to go shop ard at bugis...hahaz...she ps kia la...last wk i almost bored to death so free den she at camp...now ish lyk gonna sch reopen liao le...sianz...y sch hols cant 1 mth sia...now no time go swimming le la... :(

yeah...had alr finished watching wei xiao pasta now watching fated to luv u...yan pro sia...chiong all de way to ep 14 le wor...i oni at ep 8 nia..hahaz..



sun got go my grandma hse 1st time see my nephew caven...he's so cute...lyk to laugh alot...he will make funnie sound when he laugh sia...hehes...my cousin set up a website for him...wif all de videos & pic of him...he's 5 mth old now..


he's quite "ba ba" to carry as u can see from de photo...i actualli would prefer he go on a little diet but adults say babies "ba ba" den cute ma...hmmm...carrying him was lyk carrying a 5kg bag of rice...if wna train muscles can carry him...i bet u wun carry him for more den half an hr...wakaka..isn't he more cute when he smile?


go bugis street there shop didnt realli spot anything i lyk except a thin long sleeve shirt...it's $18...i tink it was rather ex...de person lowest oni give mi $16 den i bargain $15...she say cant i left straight away lo...den she say "ok la ok la, $15 give u"...mic say i was pro at slashing price but i abit regret leh...i shld slash de price to $13 de...if she say cant den slowly add ma...but oni her tat shop got de design i wan...nvm...i alr bought it liao le...

ltr meeting eugene & pearlyn they all to do de newsletter...maybe after tat or tmr will go downtown east walk ard wif mic...den i would stay at hm read de 5 library bks i borrowed ytd(kena scolding from mum for kept on borrow library bks to read) & revised all modules esp chi lit...hehes...

kkz...i decided to go mrs see de buffet in de end since ginger say still can go...den he asked mi go dun ps selina...but i dunno how to go he say meet him at pasir ris...hopefully ish juz him & mi...lolz.. :)
i wonder if u knew if u perserve in askin mi to go, i will go in de end if i can make it...hehes...i realise i m becumin more sociable during my poly camp but now i got a feeling tat i m being bck de introvert i m b4...





Monday, June 09, 2008
i finally got bck de feel le sia...woots!den finished typing all de things ytd...2dae dun need wake up early to do juz print out can le...whew...another assignment completed le!

after hand up hw & de project thingy i went to ws library to pay fine...den juz as i walked out of de lift not long ago i saw ginger juz walking past de bubble tea shop...i put my whole palm straight out right in front of his face...den his rxn damn slow la...abt 3 secs ltr den realise whose hand ish tat & said hi bck...his facial expression so funnie...stunned, shocked plus abit blur blur de...tats my method of saying hi to friends if they happened to walk past but didnt see mi...lolz...i was so excited to see him sia after so long!hahax...lame ba...lyk tat oso happy...plus heart beat quite fast wor...hmmm...i tot it oni happens when i'm nervous for presentation & tests and when see a guy who look lyk apple?wakaka...

kkz...i decided not to go for mrs see de buffet cum class gathering le...oso not goin to kbox wif jas they all...juz dun feel lyk goin...

though i wanted to go so much since he's goin for both...but mrs see buffet was at her hse at wad lorong geylang sumthing de so far...den for kbox ish lyk so many ppl goin plus my voice abit out of tune le...how to sing lyk tat sia...& for kbox i tink max 5 ppl ish enuf le...sometimes how i wish i can reject someone straight wif a "i dun wan to go"...& hope tat person wun ask y...but tats rather impolite la..

i'm a brave gal...nvr gonna be hurt by frens or anybody but being hurt easily by de ones i loved/liked...juz lyk dis morning when i told him i not goin le...he replied "lol sua"...juz a simple 2 words msg can hurt mi...dun u tink ish abit diao?i was not hurt by de lol but de sua...

i would lyk to go for de gatherings or wadeva things he organised coz i dun wna disappoint him...as an organiser, one more person turn up =more hope...tats wad i tink when i organised a farewell gathering for him b4 he left for perth...i will rmb tat date 4eva...20 sep 06...

will learn to be strong & will not be hurt by him and him again...coz i felt tat i m so useless kena hurt by a simple msg or juz a few words which had no intention of hurting mi...






Saturday, June 07, 2008
2dae didnt go out wif mic again coz it's raining no mood to go shopping...

was doin de lyrics thingy...but wtf...i cant be emo again! y?! i re-read de my last msn conversation wif him which i had saved last yr feb & listened to many emo sad songs but i still cant get bck de emo feel...gosh...how m i goin to do de hw lyk tat?!dis ish de 1st time i wna be emo den cant...shit...mon ish de deadline le...

i hope to go to de buffet mrs see had organised coz abit miss him la...actualli ish oni ppl who got distinction for maths can go but nw everyone ish being invited...den juz nw on msn, he tell mi if i can make it den go...den asked where's his track pants...i said gave my junior liao le...coz wanqing last time said she need 3 track pants for de bukit timah camp ma so i asked from ping ping, belle sis & ginger...mine alr gave to my cousin & she need it for her camp too...i tot i last time got ask him if he still wan de track pants & i rmb him saying no de...

i got get 1 track pants bck from wanqing but dunno if tats his...if he wan i can give him tat lo...but end up he dun wan liao...siao...juz nw wan get bck now kept on insist say dun wan le...still say take it as a gift from him...wth?!a track pants as a gift...lolz...becoz de buffet venue not confirmed den i decided if it's quite far i not goin le...& he said i was being lazy...den got free fd eat y dun wan go...still say "see, u cant counter bck"...i was sort of abit diao la...coz out of de 3 BHH sis oni selina ish goin plus it's on 21 june sch gonna reopen le...

he said it's lyk so long didnt meet up wif de others can chit chat abit & it's oni one afternoon...others can make it he dun see de reason y i cant...he summore still quite pro huh can read my mind...i was juz abt to type wadeva & he type it b4 mi le...everytime chat on msn or sms de two of us alwae ended up lyk tat arguing type...haiz...but ish not my fault neh...ish he alwae lyk to suan mi 1st de wor...lolz..hmmm...reconsidering if wna go anot...





Friday, June 06, 2008
ytd, i screwed my speechcom presentation...sob...T.T ...i was relaxed at 1st but ltr becum more & more nervous...we r supposed to present for 5-7 min & i oni present for 2 min...tink de whole class my presentation ish de shortest & most lan de ba...didnt even say out de link & sort of de morale of de story...tink i shocked many of my classmates when i suddenly said ty...how i wish i could re-present again...tat presentation 20% leh...but luckily i did well for de test...de test was oso 20%...i got revised de notes once in de mrt...tats y i got an betta idea of de qns...

ytd dun hav time to update coz was chiongin my chipop...plan to stay awake thru out de nite to do but eyes cant tahan veri tia so slp for many 15 min short intervals...den end up do till 2dae morning 7 plus den finish...slp & wake up at 9.30am...

as usual in mrt if i sit corner will knock de glass...if sit center will bang into de 2 ppl who ish sitting beside...den 2dae leelian & mi sat at de 2 person seat there...i was reading storybk in de beginning but ltr fell asleep...& i knocked onto de glass so hard & loud...den suddenly everyone's attention was on mi sehhs...den i became awake liao...so malu sia...

heaved a sigh of relief sehhs...chi music individual presentation, speechcom & chipop settled le...now currently oni left wif chi music lyrics compose & report due on mon...

shld go out wif mic juz now de but too tired le so changed to tmr...had a gd slp from afternoon to 8 plus...& finally sch hols ish here le...

missed BHH sis, him & him...shld i ask cher how to communicate wif a person lyk him?in de past, i had alwae run out of qns to ask him...coz there r limited qns la...

3 yrs of study had passed abt 2 mths...lolz...






Wednesday, June 04, 2008
mengzi presentation was being postponed to after sch hols tat tue...cher say tats de last time alr...he wun postpone anymore le...if we still cant manage to present den de whole grp will get zero...

de APA test on mon was rather ok...not as hard as i tot...luckily there r more marks & qns on ITC which i was more familiar wif...was quite cool...had de test in a lecture theatre...i hate de table...so small, unstable plus slanted...wth...write oso veri difficult la...den my correction tape kept on sliding down...

kkz...ytd nite chiong chi music ppt & report till 2dae 6am den slp...luckily lesson start at 1pm den can slp for 3 hrs plus...despite havin not enuf slp, i m not veri tired leh till after sch...

i was so damn nervous for de presentation...stumble & say wrong things...1982 say till becum 1928...den cher correct mi say if it's 1928 de singer was not even born yet...lolz...my presentation was rather short felt tat de information i provide was not enuf...but now i was more relieved...whew...coz it's all over le...

now had to prepare for speechcom presentation & test tmr plus do chipop hw due on fri...sch hols counting down 2 days...woohoo...





Monday, June 02, 2008
dis morning took de shutter bus sit inside wna vomit sia...tink ish becoz de bus too little ppl den abit unbalance sort of thing ba...when de bus stopped at de red light, u can see veri obviously de bus ish shaking from left to right la...felt lyk taking a boat ride out at sea sehhs...

ok...dis wk i muz either chiong all de way or die veri horribly...sch hols ish juz next wk...ya...but seems lyk a few yrs away...haiz...1 day 24 hrs ish not enuf...if i can make a wish now...i will definitely wish for time to stop till i had finished all my hw...

continuously 3 days presentation...wth..tmr lit meng zi presentation..wed individual taiwan ming ge presentation..thur speechcom test + presentation..& fri chipop 1000 word plus essay ish due at 1pm...veri tired & my eyes veri tia...lucky my chi music presentation oni left lyrics analysis & report nia coz last wk done most of it le...

eugene ish in our grp again for de 3 modules combined project wk...jun kang ish lyk "not fair.." den he lyk little kid throwing trantrum(dunno spelling correct anot)...lolz...so funnie...ish lyk how old alr still act lyk shinchan...hahaz..

kkz...enuf of tokin...gonna do wk...juz blog to vent out some frustration...





Sunday, June 01, 2008
ok...i finally wna start revising on lit le...after dunno how many donkey yrs...OMG...june had arrived...gosh...muz chiong hw le...next wk alot things to hand in wor...haiz...b4 we had hols still muz torture us...lolz...

coz he's a pro in eng, there's once when i dunno wad's endorsed application form & i sms him to ask...tot he will tell mi straight away but end up he told mi to google it...if i m online i oso will, dun need u to tell mi la...hahax...after some time he replied wif de meaning...i felt lyk punching him right in de face...noe de meaning den dun wna tell mi...guess wad he said? i'm trying to teach u independence...wad de..ish u say dunno=ask+ learn de ma...wakaka...

ginger deleted his blog le...he say sianz liao...but den funnie ish he wna keep frenster...hahaz...den he got forward msg to mi saying mrs see gonna blan lunch for distinctions in maths but de whole class ish being invited...he asked mi go say so long didnt see mi liao le...lolz...where got long...i tot de previous time we met was at whitesands L5 wif jas they all...den he say diff ppl got diff definition of long...ok...wadeva u wna say it ish...hehes...

wtf...my pimples haven disappear yet!!!arghh...so ugly leh...red & veri obvious...sob...i wan it to heal b4 hols...i wan go kbox + play pool wif my beloved frens!