after hand up hw & de project thingy i went to ws library to pay fine...den juz as i walked out of de lift not long ago i saw ginger juz walking past de bubble tea shop...i put my whole palm straight out right in front of his face...den his rxn damn slow la...abt 3 secs ltr den realise whose hand ish tat & said hi bck...his facial expression so funnie...stunned, shocked plus abit blur blur de...tats my method of saying hi to friends if they happened to walk past but didnt see mi...lolz...i was so excited to see him sia after so long!hahax...lame ba...lyk tat oso happy...plus heart beat quite fast wor...hmmm...i tot it oni happens when i'm nervous for presentation & tests and when see a guy who look lyk apple?wakaka...

kkz...i decided not to go for mrs see de buffet cum class gathering le...oso not goin to kbox wif jas they all...juz dun feel lyk goin...

though i wanted to go so much since he's goin for both...but mrs see buffet was at her hse at wad lorong geylang sumthing de so far...den for kbox ish lyk so many ppl goin plus my voice abit out of tune le...how to sing lyk tat sia...& for kbox i tink max 5 ppl ish enuf le...sometimes how i wish i can reject someone straight wif a "i dun wan to go"...& hope tat person wun ask y...but tats rather impolite la..

i'm a brave gal...nvr gonna be hurt by frens or anybody but being hurt easily by de ones i loved/liked...juz lyk dis morning when i told him i not goin le...he replied "lol sua"...juz a simple 2 words msg can hurt mi...dun u tink ish abit diao?i was not hurt by de lol but de sua...

i would lyk to go for de gatherings or wadeva things he organised coz i dun wna disappoint him...as an organiser, one more person turn up =more hope...tats wad i tink when i organised a farewell gathering for him b4 he left for perth...i will rmb tat date 4eva...20 sep 06...

will learn to be strong & will not be hurt by him and him again...coz i felt tat i m so useless kena hurt by a simple msg or juz a few words which had no intention of hurting mi...