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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
thx mic ytd for listening to mi tok abt 1 hr lyk tat non-stop...sori ar...

ok...now tok abt eng o level oral...there ish gonna to be vulgarities...

though my eng was bad, but i m veri confident for de oral...i put alot of effort too juz lyk in chi...but de 1st thing tat old hag said was "wad ish tat?can i hav a look?"

den of coz i passed de notes to her obediently la...& wad she say? "wow...wad ish dis?they r ans!do u noe tat dis ish considered cheating?"

i actualli wanted to argue wif her tat we r oso allowed to bring in notes during de mt o level oral...but i didnt...coz she ish examiner ma..wad they say ish alwae rite...fine...i apologise abt 3 times lyk tat saying i didnt noe tat we cant bring in notes...but i didnt read them..i put them on de floor...

i admit tat i got flip corner of de pages & see if it ish "from my perspective"...but after tat i close...they juz happened to see mi fliping de page corners...all blame my itchy fingers...y did i do tat...but i didnt open de whole thing lyk ish nobody business...

den i heard her discussing sumthing wif de young cher & i heard her saying "we cannot give dis bck to her...dis ish cheating!she ish not supposed to bring dis into de exam hall..."

but SEAB allowed notes in exam hall & they didnt specify juz at which time we r not supposed to read de notes...

i was lyk completely stunned standing there till de young cher say "pls take a seat"...

my reading was quite ok as 'th' ish no longer a prob to me anymore...i got stumble abit...den when proceed to pic & conversation it totally sux man...tat old hag looked completely uninterested & veri annoyed...all de while ish de young cher maintain eye contact wif mi...

becoz of wad de old hag say earlier, my confidence reduced to almost 0 %...i pause alot & got prompted many times...i forgot to say alot of things...character, purpose, personality, lesson learnt...which ish crucial if u wanted an A...die liao le...my A gone le...still tink can depend on my oral grades to pull up my eng...haiz...no hope le...

after oral i shed a few tears...den they say ish not my fault & ish oni tactics used by chers...i cant believe i was affected by tat...mt oso lyk tat but i was ok...y did all de unfortunate things happen to mi?!ppl got gd chers while i suay suay get tat old hag...juz my luck la...1st ish de mt o level results & now dis...it's not worth crying over it so i began to scold tat old hag wif de others at de canteen...

for mi ish over liao ish ok...but wad i m worried ish her mood ish bad & might affect de performance & marks of my frens who were after mi...she realli veri rude...she stopped my classmates b4 they had even finished tokin...wtf...wth ish dis...

de worst ish mdm kamisah cried...she felt tat it was unjust for mi as she knew i put in alot of effort in dis oral...i see her cry i oso wan to cry sia...sori tat i had disappointed u...i will do my best & wk hard on my paper ! & 2...

thx mdm kamisah for wad she had done for mi...i realli appreciate it...u too cheer up ,k?

tat idoit old bitch ignored mdm kamisah & left quickly when she called her...fuck...& de notes was wif her...i shld be daring enough juz now to stop her & ask de security uncle for help too...y m i so coward?

y m i alwae de root cause?if it oni affected mi ish alrite but dis oso affected others...gosh...i realli dunno wad to do sia...

during p.e i injured ppl & now becoz of my matter mdm kamisah went up to argue wif de examiners...den tat old bitch mood veri bad...heard from mdm kamisah tat when she went up tat old bitch was not even listening to students tokin...instead she was looking behind at those after mi to see who got bring notes...kau...

we can sue her for taking away de notes but she had alr left...she could go bck delete mdm kamisah name below & scan it saying it was hers...knn...& she could photocopied it for her own sch students...tat was mdm kamisah & ms sajnani hardwk & ideas...gosh...it's all becoz of mi...y m i such a jinx?

tat stupid, idiotic, selfish old bitch juz took de notes away lyk tat...curse her man...all de vulgarities shld be used to desribe her & all bad things shld happened to her too...

mdm kamisah said if tat old hag wanted de notes she could kindly ask from her & she will print for her not take de main fantastic notes...

on way hm wif BHH sis we saw tat young cher tokin on fone...i went hm while BHH sis continued to follow her...they wanted to hear if she was tokin to tat old hag...& wad she said...they probably may record it if possible as they were so close behind her & she doesn't even realise tat...i dunno wad happen after tat le...

i m losing confidence in my studies...all things didnt turn out to be wad i wanted...i felt so weak & helpless...getting angry & upset was not de solution...in less den 2 mths i m taking o levels...i felt lyk giving up...i had suffered enough setbacks...

signing off at 1914...