Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time
DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)
SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》
innocent hengzhu(taken by mi when i suddenly call him while he's drinking soup) ytd go grandma hse...surprisely my pri 6 cousin didnt bring her maths to ask mi..whew...do phy prelim paper from other sch...do till 1 plus...thx deon for accompanying me last night thru sms...btw...happy beloved b'dae!may all ur wishes cum true! 2dae FUCK!KNN!KNS!TMD!JI BYE! mt o level didnt get A1...out of 180 ppl, 20 got A1 & 21 got A2...i cant believe i m not one of them!totally under expectations sia...i expect to get minimum A2 de...i cant believe tat idiot bitch get betta den mi!!!went to toilet & vent out frustration...knocked my head hard against de wall...but sound heard was too loud...how i wish i could knock myself fainted... got hear BHH sis calling mi in de toilet but i kept quiet...i juz wanted some peace & quiet...after tat went bck class take storybk go library read till bell rang...met ginger at 3rd floor staircase there...it's juz simply an coincidence...pls dun misunderstand... thx gals & ginger for de concern...i'm fine...after crying eveything ish ok le...tats mi...sori to hav made u all worried...congrats to BHH sis for getting destinctions...yeah!
gonna retake at end of yr...realli...i cant believe i didnt got an A...mt ish my strongest sub...i spent de most time on it...i put in much more effort on dis sub den others...yet de result ish unsatisfactory...everytime mdm tan say some chi gd ones their results r not performing & 2dae she said muz be mentally prepared...tats probably pointing to mi ba... wad u believe is wad u will achieve...wad a lump of bullshit... I CAN, I WANT & I MUZ GET A1 AT END OF YR!!! whenever i'm sad i will look at his pic...seeing his smile made me felt betta...to mi, tats de best consolation... signing off at 1637...