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SHE says
既然不能成为不完美中的完美
就尽力做到平凡中的不平凡

Wad u see might nt be wad it is
Wad u tink might nt be wad it seems
Feel frm de heart is key to truth
If u dun believe mi,
den dun even bother
to ask mi in de 1st place
I dun entertain ppl who r nt worth my time



DA GURL ♥
yuanshan
nick:far mountain,shan,姗姗来迟
15 July
wild EIGHTEEN (always ^^)
an introvert
perfectionist
pessimistic
sensitive
straightforward
stubborn at times
violent when kena provoked(dun try..=p)



SHE DESIRES ♥
cosmetics
sandbag, boxing gloves
an erhu
learn bowling
learn roller blading
learn ice skating
learn chi & eng chess
learn piano
shawl
try 100% cocoa
white high heels
formal black heels
pair of roller skates
experience motorbike ride
have driving license
《一公升的眼泪》
《君空》

MEMORIES ♥


DARLINKS ♥

CHATTERBOX ♥








Saturday, July 07, 2007
ytd

ytd received de news at abt 8 plus tat grandma had a heart attack & was admitted to CGH...de doc said she gotten a stroke on de right side...she cant recognise anyone....sob...luckily she stayed overnight at de chalet otherwise she would be hm alone & nobody will noe she had a heart attack...

she was realli afraid at CGH...she held my cousin's hand tightly & refused to let go...i almost cried when i heard de news...she was so old...80 plus...i was so scared she might leave us...

my eng compo for de 1st time got 20/30...so surprised sia...i tink de highest i got was oni 17 or 18...will continue to wk hard...i muz say tat mdm kamisah ish realli veri gd...since she teach us, my eng had improved...esp compo...

2dae

early afternoon went to visit grandma at CGH...she was slping...pipes were almost inserted everywhere...a number of them were at de hands...her hands were so skinny...it was so heartbreaking...imagine de pain...i cant control it...i went to de toillet & cried it all out...she was alr so old & she still had to suffer all those pain...de doc said she will hav to stay in hospital for abt 1 wk to 10days...realli hope she would recover soon & get discharged...

meet mic at simei MRT platform ltr to go sp...met selina they all...& i was so $ face tat i go find aaron to get bck my 70 cent..there was not alot of things at sp...only interested in accountancy...soon we left...take MRT to simei...

believe it or not...on de way to simei we saw a guy realli realli lyk him...i kept on looking at him...there's a high possibility tat guy could be him...wearing long jeans , shirt inside wif a jacket outside & sports shoes...but de strange thing ish he wore specs & had pimples on his face...according to his character since sec 1 he made his contact lenses he had not wear specs alr...& he was a hygiene person so shld not hav pimples...

in order to confirm...i send an empty msg to his fone...tat guy seems to hav received something on his fone & plan to take out his fone but he didnt...he oso heard de sound of my fone successfully sent a msg...i send a 2nd msg wif "how r u"...dis time de guy doesn't hav any reaction...ish he pretending not to hear anything? ish he realli him but pretend not to be?

i dun wna believe tat guy ish not him...i actualli still wna to call his fone but i hesitated...if tat guy realli was him it would be so awkward...how ish he goin to explain?tat guy bought quite alot of instant noodles from fairprice & alighted at city hall...a few times he too look at me...ish tat realli him?if ish, y did he pretend not to noe mi?

no matter wad, i online de next time if he online i would ask him...i finally had a qns to ask him for a conversation online...ppl say there ish 4 identical ppl in de whole world...could tat guy be one of them who juz look realli lyk him?or ish he realli de him i miss?

selina said i tink too much le...but i could recognise ppl veri accurately...i dun believe i recognise de wrong person...mic oso got see tat guy & she agrees wif mi...i wna hear tat guy tok den will noe de truth...but his fone didnt rang...he had a unique voice tat other boys dun hav...if he tok i would definitely noe if it's him...

so far i hav seen 2 guys who realli look lyk him...their actions & face...one ish de pss2 zhang lesheng from china & de other ish de guy i met 2dae...once more...ish tat realli him?or not?

double sadness...
signing off at 2000...